Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Friday, June 20, 2008, 3:09 PM
i hate being made to choose.because im indecisive, like that.
and maybe if it gets too tuff to puff it out,
i'll do what i do best - block evrything out.
i'd hate to admit it too, that it is but an act of cowardice.
that im jus so ficken afraid to face up to it and just accept it.
but goddamn it. i thought it was supposed to be easy?
its supposed to be, isnt it?
hello - then connect the dots.
i know it makes no sense.
(because im trying to make this post as vague as possible)
so now im making you assume. and now you're probably assuming alr.
probably cracking your head over whud crap i jus threw in here.
HURHUR.
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so i faked tummy ache jus because im (partly) too lazy to get up so fricken early on my off day for some community service thingy. so i lied. so it sounded so fake that Mr Q went on fullblast on his sarcasm on the phone. sarcasm so pekat that i swear if you could smell it, it'd smell like having ten rotten eggs on your prata. thats disgusting aint it? well, not as disgusting as his racism. and no, im not being biased here, its so obvious that it'd be unfair to say im being biased.
serves me right tho, cus for the next two hours that followed, i had a very bad tummy ache. sorta like having a washing machine in ur tummy - except that its worst -if you get whud i mean. bleeeahhs.
sleep IS the best medicine, afterall.