Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008, 12:07 PM
you know, its beginning to get to me. the fact that certain people stick around you only because they fil they've got sth to gain from being friends with you. i wouldnt say its taking advantage cus it seems so wrong. but really, isnt it very sad to know that you're sought out only when that particular person is feeling down in the dumps or when he/she needs a favour or sth? and the best part of it, they mysteriously dissappear afterwards. geez. aint love grand, aint love grand? the world needs a lil more loving baby~anyways. been spending time with a coupla oldoldfarts lately. had breakfast with fadh at long john (as usual) yesterday. we're such suckers for big fat greasy french toasts with maple syrup y'see. heh heh~ its kinda comforting to know that even after that thing we went thru (yes that thing called relationship), he's still here - friend for keeps. well yeah, tell me.. how often can u usually reform friendship after the relationship doesnt work out? its nice to know that he's almost always there to listen to me rant about shits of daily living, of crushes, cute guys and assholes, and of cus stupid silly squabbles with people. and he still looks so darn vulnerable when he's engrossed with doing sth. kinda makes you feel like folding him into tiny little crane origamis and stuff it in the pockets. hahah.
headed over to Ace's a little after maghrib. its prity ironic that we've been friends for almost a decade yet ive only been over at her house twice? blame it on her budik, blame it on her abu, blame it on her roti. yeah, i cant stand cats. freaky lil pets. not that i hate cats or whud, but yeah. too ticklish. hahah. so yerp, hang out a bit, traded songs on the computer and stuffs. and then she JUUUUUUST hatha bring out the olde primary school picture didnt she? the one where i probably looked the geekiest ive ever been. she enjoyed laughing it off of cus. to be precise, she was actually rolling on the bed laughing. MANGKOK! kinda surprising i can actually name off the whole class while she stumbled over them. halfway thru, she gave up and started recalling the nicknames we gave certain people. stupid names like you know - squirrelpig saleh, idrus hingus, babiruddin, ahmeng amir, oinkoink shiying. hahahahah. such mean lil kids we were. came home close to midnight.
geeexa. the fon is surprisingly quiet this morning. too darn quiet. allright, too length a post alr innit? gonna get my shower already.
laters!