Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, April 26, 2008, 11:29 PM
im sorry i hadnt made you proud enough.im sorry ive never stopped being your (rotten) middle kid.
and im sorry i couldnt be the kid you want me to be.
i cried because it hurts to know what you thought of me,
what lowly things you thought i could have done. every bit of it.
i cried so damn hard and you didnt know, did you?
it hurts. it really does.