ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
woooaaaahs. talk about major internet withdrawal syndrome. if it werent for the fact that my workplace has an decent internet connection, i woud probably haf suffocated somehow. tsssskk. of cus im merely exaggerating. but geeez. its kinda troublesome to hafta keep asking people to check my emails/online bookings of stuffs for me y'noe? so anyways thanks fadh, thanks IQA for the hep. heLP, i mean. its annoying that the L letter of the keyboard is malfunctioning.
so whuds new, whuds new again?
1. ive been baking. yes baking. i cant cook, but that doesnt mean i cant bake hokeh. ive resolved to make that a new year's resolution. uh-huh. so dun laugh eh~ and i pity lyz and fi for becoming my bahan experiment. heh heh heh. whud! at least those makedo cupcakes tasted nice ryteee~
and ouh yeah, those coconut blossoms were for the ward party. postive remarks. CHING! =) gimme some credits please!
2. i broke the clean record i had by scooting off work halfway. surprisingly, i got away scotfree. lets just say i prity much got sick of everyone and anyone, everything and anything. so overwhelming was the feeling that the only thought i have at that moment was to jus drop evrything at that moment and head off home. Jo said its probably because of that something. and yeah, now that i think of it, it probably is. but ohwells, its done and over already. and i am feeeling so very refreshed already. or at least halfway there. haaaah.3. bumped into lizzy-o on the way back home. its been days since then, but wth. haf i mentioned that i kinda missed those days when we'd haf lunch/dinner/brunch whudever at Mac's. even those cokefloat days that we so used to love until they cancel that off their menus. back when nth else beats our friendship, when we could jus talk about anything and everything under the sun. when we dont haftha start scheduling which days we could meet up just because we've become so engrossed in our work/school stuffs? when we'd bitch about gurls across the neighbourhood or about old schoolmates and the relationship angst. sometimes i wish things would still stay that way altho there's no baz now to nag us on and on. and i jus thought i'd say.. i miss the way we were back then and i treasure you as a friend like none other.
4. another record-breaker - going out for 12 hours flat. had breakfast with fadh in the morning. followed by movies and foodhunting. and i haf no idea how we managed to go thru the whole day like that altho the both of us were yawning and yawning along the way. beard papa was good wlways was. and coffeesession too. ull hafta start facing up to the fact that malibu does taste good, fadh. not malibu, malibu. ice blended malibu people. and then this alienboy introduced me to the new ZEN.
5. and yes, i jus got the new ZEN 4 GB yesterdayyyyy with zrul. heh heh. gerek or whud?
aaaahhhhhs. talk about guilty pleasure! this electric baby burned a hefty 249bucks off my pockets dey! but i gotta say that made me a happy lady. im naming it Unhallowed Jr, after the long deceased Unhallowed. 2 years since. but of cus i din tell mum it costed that much. told her its only 150 and then dad gave me that unconvinced look. heh heh. he knows me best, his favourite daughter.
6. and ouh. i finally aced my BTT. ouhgeez. that was a long wait. took like forever before i could get a booking for it. hell yeah, lets rock and roll baybeh! haiy. but then again, the earliest i can start would probably be the end of the month. its so annoying. lets not rush it anyways, shall we?
and then there's that very cliche overused phrase that people love to use. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. i'd hate to admit it myself, but darn i cant hep it either. if you think you know who im talking about, then i'd hafta dissapoint you by teling you its not. it realy isnt. cus i hadnt even mentioned that person so openly. whud caught me off guard tho is the fact that i hadnt even realised im setting mysef up for another fall. one i dun even intend to fall into.
u see the probem here? its becoming a habit. and u noe that part i mentioned about habits?
when it become so natural, its kinda hard to shake it off? yeah, thats it.
only fools rush in.