Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, December 08, 2007, 6:41 PM
you see the thing about being attached to a person eh, you kinda get used to the idea of having the person around. but once its come to that redzone where the balance is starting to tip over, where the position is threatened, you sorta end up feeling frantic. like you'll start grappling at it but you wont know if it's gonna hang on or not. worst still, the only thing you can afford, CAN DO is to just hope. and believe that it'll eventually hang on.pakcik oshkoshb'gosh? please please hang on allright? its very devastating to know that my favourite pakcik detoriated to such extent within the space of two days i was away from the ward. please please be strong. its kinda hard to imagine you not walking down the corridor wid that sheepish smile when i catch you trynna sneak off to the cafe when ur already so breathless. more harder to not hear your voice singing even when ur own the venti (oxygen) mask, of how i'd haf to keep on telling you to breathe, not sing. and i think ill miss seeing you walk out from the ward with that green zaman jepun hat. remember how ill always go "pakcik! *hits chest* TO WAR!" c'mon quit being so weak already. wake up, walk! it makes me suupah duupah sad to see you that way. i bet you haf no idea how fast my heart raced everytime i see ur sp02 dropping down to 88 percent d'u?
*sighs* pakcik oshkoshb'gosh? please get better.