Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, November 17, 2007, 6:53 PM
wished i could fast-forward my NOW.skip all the coming weeks.
skip evrything nasty.
skip skip skip. fast-forward, delete delete DELETE.
well yeahs, so it seems.
life's a wreck at the mo.
I am a wreck, more like it.
and im hoping nobady's smart enuff to noe that im secretly blogging here from time to time.
cus it feels so much safer being away from anyone, anything.
so much more secured knowing nobady can really read into my thoughts.
not tt im an insecured person by nature or whud.
but well yeah, lets just say im feeling pretty fragile now.
and then i heard that thing about that vixer and the sumone.
who the hell was i kidding anyways?
i actually bought every last word he said. whudthefuck.
should haf known better. you never learn, ain. never. tsktsktsk.
come to think of it tho, i aint got neone to blame either.
afterall, these feelings, these emotions shudnt even exist in the furst place.
for goodness sak. get a grip, dammit.
4 fucking years lah sial.
you wouldnt look so good either if you were me, wouldcha?
Love will always stay.
fucking HAHAshit.
the next time around?
dun forget to cross your fucking fingers, boy.