Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Friday, November 30, 2007, 10:26 AM
i guess yesterday was too nice a day/night.cus i finally got round to clearing the air wid wanie.
and it felt good. in fact, i felt so good tt it could last a mile.
and perhaps i should haf done tt earlier.
then i could haf at least saved myself the heartache.
i miss my girls. i need you now.
cus its so painful being alone, feeling so alone.
and tt talk with harris last night made me think about certain stuffs.
alhamdulillah. i think im at peace now.
suddenly those words i put up on the other blog hit me hard.
forgive and forget, relive and regret.
figured i should stop being so angry to see a clearer picture of it.
and i did just that. and for a minute i felt so...
ntahs. i cant quite describe it, but i felt like crying tho.
nono, not grieving heartache shit crying, but more of like..
letting go of a baggage thats pulling me under.
to be saying im letting go of you wud be a damn good lie.
but maybe ill start by letting go of grudges. and i already did.
and im forgiving you for all those lil things you did.
and yes, ill still be that favourite nurse of urs u knew.