Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 8:49 PM
am feeling out of mood.i bet it feels better to be outta my skin.
u noe the feeling of being at ur lowest?
like u aint motivaed to do anyth at all?
and nth. nth nth nth seems to make things better.
not even a nice cuppa daddy's homemade teh tarik.
not a long jog-till-you-drop jog.
not even nonstop heavy tracks that makes ur head spinarama.
and i imagine myself being drunk.
hurrr. yes, so whud if its teh tarik?
idk anymore.
i jus feel like meeting sumone up and jus ven the frustrations out y'noe?
but i suppose i drained out my resources.
or maybe i jus dun wanna be comforted or sth.
damn. i hate the way that u haf this hold on me, on my emotions.
i hate the way ur messing wid my mind, with my heart.
and above all, im beginning to loathe u as much as i used to love you.
damn. why'd u hafta do this?