Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Monday, July 16, 2007, 10:06 PM
has it ever occurred to you how u'd feel if one fine day ur closest friend pass away very suddenly? and that being very sudden that u hadnt got the time to say ur last goodbye, to haf a good long last chat, to share the last cup of coffee or simply enjoying the night breeze at the playground at night in silence?i wudnt even dare to think of it. cus seriously, i dun think i'd be able to take it. maybe on the surface i'd probably appear like one who could handle emotions prity well, the well-composed chill-it-out kinda person. but face the fact, no one is THAT strong. and it'd be a downright lie to disagree. especially since it involves the next closest person to you (second to families or ur significat others tt is). and if u still think it is possible to stay that strong, then i'd say the person aint as close to u as u think he is. either that or ur spity much a heartless person. bleahs.
but really, come to think of it eh. i'll reaaaaly feel a sense of loss shud that ever happen *TOUCHWOOD* and im praying that each and evry one of you out there will live to a fruitful old age. insyalllaaaah. haaaaaaiiiiy.
and now, my mind's a blank. i planned on writing this long entry lah kan. ambitious lah gitu kan. but geexa. ain gets distracted easily. there's this other issue that's bugging me and i cant seem to concentrate. so before this entry gets more nonsensical, ill put a stop to it. haaaaaaa.