Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Monday, February 12, 2007, 10:03 PM
The world can be a very big place,So be yourself don't get out of place.
i am so dead. why, actuali WE are so dead.
because apparently Ms DoraTheExplorer got to know about last week's drama.
and while i was busy doing some stuffs, she called the ward and asked abt it.
damn. it left this heavy sinking feeling in my heart baybeh!
THAT, ladies and gentlemen, is SHIT in the most complex form.
so now lets get together and screaminprotest! ok, tt doesnt makes sense.
haiiiiiiiyarrrghhhhhhhh! why must this happen mayn?
one bloody month to graduation siaaaakkks. fruck.
(c'mon ain, u jus gotta keep believing!)
hokehhhhh. negativity aside.
ive been thinking about the plan the bf and i had last week.
and seriously i think about it evrytime im on my way to work.
i think about how we were so excited then to adopt a hamster,
and of how we already surveyed for its home, food and sorts.
of how we even took the guidebook to adopting pets.
and who's gonna take care of it this week, next week, and so on so forth.
he suggested putting it at his house, so i can drop in evry now and then.
considering the fact that his folks and sis alr knows me and all.
THEEEENNNNNNN.
it dawned on me tt he'll be going off to be a man soon, very soon.
and when he's done, he's gonna be like, 22 plusminus?
and i dare not think of whuds to happen next.
cus it'll be far too scary for me to handle already. hahah!
weeellllll. im not being unrealistic here, cus u tell me,
who doesnt think of whuds to happen few yrs down the road?
to deny it would be a goddamn obvious lie lorrr! dun bedek lorrr~
ok i think i look good in this red shirt with the brown boxers.
all dressed and ready for bed! (but im too lazy for a quick shower).
aaannnnnd i think that i nid a new dim-light nightlight.
cus the emolamp and the studylight is too bright.
it sorta kills the mood to snooze and snore in les than five minutes y'noe?
cus ill end up tossing here and there till i find the most comfy position.
althought threequarter of the time ill end up sleeping on my tummy.
i noe this is so random. but wth, who else am i to tell kan?
maybe one day one of u'll go "ouh ya, u said it in ur blog!"
and then ill go "hahah! wahhh.. u remembered siakks!"
this is whud u'd call SMALL TALK.
i think im starting to rant senseless things.
so i'd better stop now and go wash up for a bit.
too bad there's no kokokrunch for supper.
and ive got a feeling he's gonna be home late again today.
ohwells. ill just tuck myslf to sleep then.
And don't be a star, it's such a drag.
Take care of yourself, don't begin to lag...