Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007, 7:32 PM
i was supposed to blog this long entry yestrday lahs.but geexa. technical faults, u noe i noe lah eh?
so anws, ill just post em up here, altho i posted it up at xanga yest.
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23.01.07
come to think of it again kans, i feel ridiculous for saying that nursing aint quite my interest walaupun the road is prity rough at times. like whud happened today. it kinda surprised me, how i could actually suppress my anger/shame into that tiny lil box and somehow store it at that lil corner of my head. of cus i still ended up exploding a lil after that, BUT it was more of the anger towards the staff nurse who happily dumped her shitwork to this very nice HCA, MELODY. somehow that feeling of pissed over being spitted at, by a particular patient evaporated, or rather.. overwritten by that issue. whud a bitch~ hahahs.
on the bright side, at least there are still patients who never fails to make my day. like that indian uncle who, although answers in paragraphs over one short question, is a very considerate olde man. and yeahs, that annoying MR S (also an indian) who cracks silly jokes that makes u laugh mad. u see, i was gonna put up the name and language spoken on the panel just above his bed when he nodded his head and went..
Mr S: heyy! English ahh? y put english?
Me: english lahhh... then whud? malay ahh?
Mr S: ehh.. i arabian u noe, put arab.. change, change!
Me: yeah right.. *goes over to his side* speak arabian to me!
Mr S: haiyaa! *looks at wife; clears throat; act-cool face* Hastalavista baby!
Me: alamakk! fail lah! step-step only.. cehhh!
hahahah. but really, he's a nice guy. PLUS, he's on our side AGAINST that staff nurse. tak bedek, he told us himself. where's that charcoal? hahahahah. GILA LAH HE! we got off from work laughing thru the door.
AND TOMORROOOOOW's A&E posting for two days with Johan. which is good, since he usually fill in the blanks on the parts i dunno or am simply feeling lazy to do. hahahahah. not that im being irresponsible by pushing it all to him, but its whud we call TOLAK BALAK. huahuahua. shit mayn. i gotta read up on ECG after this. kerna wa taktahu langsung lah weiii! god knows how the hell i got the competency signed last posting. and to think im passing out in EIGHT FRICKIN WEEKS!!!?? thats prity sad. cus i really dun want to. and i hope i wun get some shitty ward.
ouh yeah, touching on graduating eh. PROM NIGHT! i think im gonna pay up the twenty bucks tomorrow anyways. and im wishing very hard that the rest wud turn up for it too. make it the very last gath before we actually part ways please? but i bet its gonna cost a bomb lahh. prom dress and all. OUHGAWD~ redcarpet hollywood superstar. how the hell am i suppose to get one? ishks. or maybe ill chicken out at the eleventh hour and decide not to go. cehhh. kental siaks. hahahah. we'll see, we'll see.
ouhkaye, zrul just taught me how to battle the stupid creature in the game. harry potter. yes, harry potter. i gave up halfway the other day while talking to the bf on the phone cus i got tired of figuring out how it works. tskkkk. the brattyprincess really is SPOILT ROTTEN y'noe? she owns a NINTENDO DS, DAMMIT! last i remembered the brothers n i SHARED a bloody gameboy when we were kids. even shared towels lah sey. -_________- (until we got older of cus.) its no wonder she's so humpty-dumptyish. harhar. jahat horr?
im actualli waiting for the butterfly effect 2 to load. too bad the hero aint ashton kutcher anymore. replaced by some other hot guy i heard. hahah. ouh yeah ouh yeah, had this msn convo wid wise olde bud aziz (uncle jimmy) yest and he was telling me whud thebutterflyeffect actually is. rather impressive actualli, the way the whole thg works. but then again like i said, it takes another mad scientist to actually make it work.
ouhkaye. the mozzies are feasting on me, and its driving me crazee. whud wid the house running outta insecticides and mopikos. uuuggghhhhh. and toothpaste too. i suddenly haf the urge to eat biskut azan wid milo. mum bought loads of it from the visit to uwan's (granny) last week. biskut azan, kalau korang nak tahu kan.. its actually bread, which is made to dry under idk whud, till its so hard. but its nice maybe because ive been eating it since i was a kid, when i go visiting at kampung? i miss my uwan, but i cant go over because of work/school. how sad. =(
ok sudah!
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the verdict? A&E posting sucked. idk why, but i just think it does.
because of SOME people who are so uptight.
i hope they ruled out that option for me later on.
maybe ill put on a blurface sotong face so they wudnt want me?
hahahahaha. idea yang baik ehh?