Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Sunday, January 21, 2007, 11:52 AM
and through a strong sense uf loyalty and friendship, mi and ayienz have kept in touch. but its hard. we each have our own lives that differs completely from each other's. she's got her friends and i've got mine. she's got her work and i've got mine. she's about to head off to AH and i'll be sent off to SGH. but its nice to know that if i should ever need her, she's there for mi. i hope she knows that i'll drop everything immediately if she needs mi too.you know, its things like this that makes me so very emotional. and suddenly there's this sad feeling making my heart ache, it makes me wanna cry. cus its things like this that u tend to overlook sometimes. almost always. but like whud i told the bf, i wun as easily just chuck my friends away. because they're the next closest thing to me second to him.
and as for my dearest azahar,
ive just got one word for you. chipsMORE! heh. well yeahs, in other words, iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou. but words itself are immeasurable. for u know, it means so muchhhhhhh more. and i dun really care how many times ive said it, cus i mean every word of it. and yesterday was LOVE. altho we almost broke our legs from all that walking around and around and around city hall for god-knows-how-long. it doesnt really matter, as long as im with you (cedebahhh!) i dunno bout you, but i love it when u wudnt let go of my hand for as long as ten minutes. or when u'd suddenly grab and envelope me into ur big bear hug till i cant breathe or till im losing my balance and stumble against you. or when u'd ask for small kisses on the cheeks with that cheeky boyish grins. or when u'd purposely say provocating words that makes me so wanna kick ur ass or choke you senseless. or when u'd so innocently say ur going on a diet (which is actualli just a non-chicken day, and then u'd be suggesting icecreams or chocolates). or when u'd be excitedly pulling me into shops to look at stuffs, and telling me ur gonna save up for it but i know better. or maybe those exaggerated sound effects that sounds so dramatic, and those songs u sing with that act-cute voice of urs. i could go on forever you know? but i guess u already know. and whud keeps me loving you everyday is that of hearing you laugh and repeating ur ILUs, cus it makes me feel like someone very important and of worth. and the feeling jus makes me warm in the heart y'noe? wa lurp manyak-manyak sama lu horrr! *hugs*
on the count of three, HAIIIIIIIIIIISSSSHHH.
its sunday already. and tmr's monday - back to the ward AGAIN.
skali lagiks, haiiiiiiiiissshhhhh.
one week down, EIGHT to go. tskkkkkkkk.
ouhkaye, imma go look for brkfast!