Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Sunday, December 10, 2006, 11:13 PM
Senseless and I'm not sure why I'm not going to pretend that I know all the answers...
im feeling the jitterbugs in my tumtum.
right down to the pit of my stomach.
and i did evrything i cud, to be rid of it.
from food-binging, to jogging, to trashing nonsense widda cuz,
and even seeking solace from tok musang uncle jimmy.
but i guess none work.
and for some weird reasons, i started throwing tantrums and being angry.
its good to be angry, sometimes.
cus it acts like a coping mechanism y'noe? altho it seems more like denial.
zrul's playing FFAF on the cdplayer.
he commented on the scrawlings across the cd and i merely chuckled.
We
ffaf is good. perhaps i should have listened to it sooner, saves me alotta anger.
so anyways, good that ive got strikes over those topics ive listed.
*sighs with relief* not for long tho. cant be too happy yet.
cus tonight im gonna sleeptalk all those shits in my sleep. hahaaa!
and i swear im gonna get those ridiculously long fringe trimmed when tis over!
j lopx ju nblft op tfotf.
cvu j'n sfnjoefe pg uiptf ujnft zpv xfsf uifsf gps nf qiztjdbmmz uisv nz sfwjtjpot,
fwfo 'uip xf foefe vq tdsjccmjoh pvs iboet xjui nbhjd nbsbst.
cvu uifo bhbjo, i bn cvu b xjtigvm uijobfs.
and schwester? im sorry. but it just aint the same anymore, i guess.
u are the bestest bud tho. cus afterall, u are my suupahgirl.
and i wish you well.
gotta hit the books now. good luck people! =)
ain-