Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006, 12:31 AM
blogger memang macam sual kan. bukan macam, memang pun.GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
hmmmms. ain is never lokek eh. or at least not to friends or people who matters. why am i even saying this, again? i forgot. it was written in that post that hadnt got the chance to be published. because blogger screwed up on me. ouh yes, whuddabitch.
so. nenek's been losing weight. too much of it. she looks so thin, altho the doc said she's a lovely old girl. said she'll start throwing up the minute she feels like she ate too much. heh heh. the doc's nice. he made my nenek laugh a bit. a HongKee with an American accent. too bad he's too olde for me to idolise.
anws. spent the whole of yest at NUH, to settle her admission thingy. she's fine actualli. jus nidtha stay on for the CT scan and cardiac sth2. felt bad about leaving her alone after dad sent mum to work. so ended up keeping her company till she lulled off to sleep. wasnt as tuff as entertaining the brattyprincess tho. she's forever complaining about feeling hungry, a perfect excuse to squeeze my wallet dry. damn smart she is, tt lil brat. whud with that kesian look, as zrul puts it.
went off to the hosp again, today.heard from Ibu that she's gonna hafta stay for a week. so zrul and i exchanged that ohno-i-MIGHT-hafta-sacrifice-my-saturday look. uhmms. gonna see how it turns out furst tho. will prolly frop by furst before going off anywhere.
ouhyea ouhyeah. someone's getting that album seyyyy. and while he's getting that, he hopes i dun rot before it arrives. haaaaaa. so much tongue in cheek. EKSEN siaks itu frankenstein. but i noe he wun be that lokek lorrr. heh heh~ he can never hold back his excitement to share sth tt good wid his good olde bud here. *evil grin*
u noe, the rain. its good, in a way. cus it makes u look outta the window and think about stuffs altho it stirs up ur emotions. i noe it sounds emoey, but wth~ i relised that ive got a coupla people who hath been faithful friends over the years. and i can never imagine whud im to think if i ever lose any of them, because i get so used to having them around altho i catch up widdem once in awhile.
like NORAISAH (Esah) whom ive known for 8 long years. she left me a scar on my elbows. she laughed at my fringe back then. she knows when to whip out a verbal attack, knowing i wud counter attack. and i know just whud she'd be up to anytime, anyday when we hang out. and its the way that she can pull off sth silly in the weirdest moments tt makes me love her.
and then there's AMZAR(Amji), AZIZ (Uncle Jimmy), and SALIZA (lizzy-o) whom ive known for 6 years. these people are like my listening ears y'noe?
always knowing whud to say at the right time. and the people who would almost always never forget to reply messages altho it might come in a day late. and these are the people i can always count on.
next comes FAREEZ (Frankee-O), 5 years friendship many-many to go!
this guy is THE frankenstein. who rules his tongue with sarcasm. and i remembered there was tt period when we aint on talking terms cus he said sth tt hit me so hard tt it took me months to finally chill down. but it surprised me tho, when he called me up to check if i was ouhkaye when i went thru the heartbreakoftheyear phase.
and then comes FIRDAUS (Fi Kecik / Ayid). 3 years. and i wud never trade his friendship for anything else. i wudnt even think of it. because he's the bestest buddy anyone can ever ask for. rain or shine, breeze or storm - he was ALWAYS there. he's like my Macbeth Eliot y'noe? and he wrote the award-winning burfday card, tiada tandingnya two years back.
awwwhhhh. they ARE the prized gem lockets ill kip close, and always remember. and of cus, it includes the new loves too. u noe who u are. so please dun go away, promise me ull stay with me forever~ hahaha. it sounds so corny mayn. so whuuuuud?
it scares me to think that cancer is HERIDITARY.
my nenek's having it. so's my dad.
thankfully they fought it before it got the better of them.
but the thought of it speeds up my heartbeat times two.
maybe im jus paranoid aye? ill pretend i am.
With life in motion, this emotion is real
With life in motion, pure emotion is real.