Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Thursday, November 16, 2006, 10:24 PM
So ironic that a heart made by man,
when broken is easily fixed.
But a human hurt can last a lifetime.
when broken is easily fixed.
But a human hurt can last a lifetime.
hadnt i told you so? he wudnt listen.
wudnt even bother to finish it off and resolve it.
so i dun see any point in me even bringing it up.
u were almost never there when i needed you the most.
when i so needed the assurance, the support, the encouragement.
and i thought, ouh thats fine.
u want me to be there for you evryday now.
and im trying my best to rush my way here and there.
just so it'd make u feel better, even if it was for an inch.
but after whud happened today, it really made me rethink the whole thing.
was that all u cud say, after all the effort?
come on hunny, whud wud it take to finally make u so content?
u used to say i hadnt cared much, that i was too busy in my own world.
yet during those times u were too busy wid work,
u simply chucked me aside like i never really mattered.
and still, i braced myself and swallowed it all, as bitter as it seems.
i cant keep thinking positive, that is so wrong. so unfair.
why should i always be the one who's struggling to keep up wid you,
when u wudnt even slow down for me?
and i noe it wudnt be any good if i were to start on this again.
cus ur only gonna keep apologising. or maybe ull simply shake it off.
and tell me that things like this aint worth getting upset over.
so tell me, whud would be?
whudever happened that brought you in this state now,
whud would any other gf have done?
wud they haf still stayed on, and so patiently try to kip ur anger in check?
wud they haf eaten ice-cream or asked about you every single day?
or rush to see you althou they have tests and projects to think about?
and im wondering if u still mean it when u said those three little words.
it scares me to think of that. it really does.
say anything, but say whud you mean.
ain-