Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Friday, November 10, 2006, 12:29 PM
[late post]Think happy and be happy.
hahas. pardon me for my directness uncle jimmy. but i really beg to differ. cus i peronally think that thinking happy doesnt truly makes you happy. rather, its more of a way to deny ur unhappiness beneath that mask. but of cus, people tend to sublimate their unhappiness by doing stuffs they think might be able to divert their attention from the source of the problems. ahaaa! which is clearly whud im trynna do right now. but still, im not saying its not right either, cus at certain times when im feeling down and out, i do look back on happier times, happier thoughts. tho it might not haf made much of a difference, it did made me happy for a moment or two. anytheway, just keep on smiling cus ull never noe if it makes someone's day.
u see? when i start revisiting dear old friend uncle jimmy's blog, i tend to think ALOT about things i hadnt been bothered to take a second look at. hurhurr. i noe, i noe there are kaypohs out there who'd like to noe just who is this wise tok musang ryte? click on 'Aziz' on my links ouhkeh? nooooo. im not publicising or whud. but yeahs, food for thoughts served on a hotplate.
hrms. im actualli in the MLC ryte now, supposedly doing PCB project or whudever other stuffs im supposed to be doing. but its prity obvious that things are NOT gonna be done, wid me getting distracted and all. the heat right here is unbearable siaks. anyways, how was i to noe that PC no.14D is right at the corner kannnn~pffft. so yerrps, made a stop by AH after school yesterday to pop in on nenek. seems rather cheerful to me, and i think she enjoys the attention. heh heh! but i think she looks pretty cute in that hospital uniform. not that i WANT her to be in hospital or whud, but.. hahaha. the pants are definitely too big for her. anws, i just hope that the operation goes well for her and i believe she's a strong laydeehh ouhkeh! probably heading there again tonight, wid zrul. its becoming a bore to stay at home widout zrul, cus he's always out studying wid friends or at school or some fastfood place so i hardly see him anymore. sometimes he'd be locking himself in his room or sleeping away. and ive got noone to talk to. =( sedih i noe. i guess im pretty much attached to him, like he's my twin or sth (only at home tho). takperah kansss. his Os are finishing soon. hoho. ouh yeahs, we're supposed to go look for his grad outfit one of these days. good for him christmas is just roundthe corner. so sale sale sale!
bugglebuggle. i dunno why, but i say that ALOT to the bratty princess, and she'd be giving that amused smile. and then she'd be asking "what is that?" and i'd go "ntahhs. maybe it means you are fat?" and then she'd be TSKKKK-ing really loud and i'd be laughing my ass off. hahahaha. i get the kicks outta annoying her just to see that look on her face. besides, its not like everybady has a japanese sister kans. dream injapanese, dream in japanese. hiakhiak.
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9.40pm
i am so tired of all this. thnaks for all those who believed and stood by me all these while. if ever life was a music-player, i wud gladly love to hit pause just so i can kip up wid myself. but.. ill be fine, for now. ouh mayn, i fil like such an ass. told ayid to get back to me once he's done wid his school work, thought i'd ask how he's doing (or rather complain about my life) and when he finally did, i told him to call again later. cus i was already in stage five of my sleep. waaaaaaaaaahaha. mybad, mybad. ouhkeh now im feeling guilty. dang. so much for being bestfriends huh?
ouhkeh, maybee ill go snack for a bit. im craving for a vanilla coke. sheeesh!
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