ayien.

Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.

so yeaaahs. dropped in on nenek again, slightly after twelve. since Esah's got nuthink better to do and there aint nobady entertaining her at home ) as she claimed), dragged her along to the hosp. (but actulli, she kinda volunteered lahs.) its kinda sad to see nenek all weak and wanly, like as if its taking her so much effort to even smile. all she does is nod and speak a word or two. but i noe she's strong inside. it wont take long till it all hovers over. but i guess she's in much pain. i cant imagine living wid a smaller stomach. i mean, its gotta feel.. different ryte? not that im being a greedy cow by wanting to fill my tummy to the brim, but you get whud i mean~ and she's living on an Ensure-milk diet seh. haiiihhhh. kesian nenekku.

it sure rained heavily today. Rain is good, but it wud haf been better if it rains in Indon instead. at least it'd have made ALOT of differnce, cud haf washed away the haze, cud haf spared us the agony. and we got prity tired of having to wait for the rain to stop so in the end, we made our move after wak and ibu arrived wid cuz nadiah. and i really see no point why mum hasta keep comparing me to her, the way she seems to dress better and more feminine and grown up shits, when in actual fact she's three years my junior. *roll eyes* whudever mum~ im just sick and tired of it. evrybady has their own way of dressing ouhkeh? and i certainly hate it when you start on it cus i really dun care. and i really cannot stand her arrogance ouhkeh? PERIOD.

anws, back on it. soooo... we made a beeline towards BUGIS since Esah wanted to check out sum stuffs at 'Village, and i got the LaCoste perfume for zrul at seiyu. wooaaahhhh. 127 bucks burned~ but of cus, twas split between me and dad. walked around a bit, before we got bored and shifted our asses over to town. and esah was being a janeass thruout the way to town, or for the whole day for that matter. forever making sarcastic comments. she'd be making snide critics over stupid stuffs people do and i'd be laughing away. "yelahh... aku tahu mulut aku laser.. tapi whud i say is from whud i see.. the statement is meant for me to say.." and when she starts on it, ill be dramatically covering my head and shouting "ouh nooo! TAKE COVER, TAKE COVERRR!" hahahaha. we are but a bunch of attention seekers. only liars, but we're the besttttt.

then it was off to ramen ten for dinner. huahuahua. its not evryday u get a treat from people y'noe? ramen ten is food haven lah siakkks. the food is simply unresistable. *drools* ive yet to try out the takoyaki and sushis tho. hrmmms. maybe next time when im feeling hungrier lah ehh? later on proceeded to look for a wallet at CK TANGS for zrul's burfday, under mum's request. finally settled on a levi's leather wallet. tsktskkk. het gets the good stuffs eh? i find the stuffs, and the rest pays for it. see how lucky he is? I ALSO WANT! but of cus, tts wishful thinking since the folks think im olde enuff to buy things myself wid my own money. and tt pretty much sucks. cus it makes me feel like an overgrown child, an underaged adult. so tt leaves me sumwhere-in-between. i wanna feel pampered too y'noe?

and affection is the last thing that i could think of these days. because certain people are too busy to spare their time for me. because certain people hafta work. but i aint blaming that certain people because i noe they just gotta do whud they gotta do. its not in their control i noe. but im missing the certain people prity badly. so ryte now, im fully utilising the power of diversional therapy. i can deal wid it. i think?

i nid a hug. i really do =(. spare me one?

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