Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 12:43 AM
BLOGGER'S BEING A FUCKEN ASSWIPE.because i typed in an entry and it totally screwed up on me.
so now im feeling more fucked up than i already was.
Nothing here really matters
Nothing helps when you're lost
Break me down to an atom
Because I know, yes I know...
i crapped off my shit and now my throat's all sore.
i hoped i dun buzz ur ears off wid all those rantings.
it doesnt help that im trynna be sucha strongfuck
when it doesnt even matter.
i bet nobady noes that every minute of today,
i was trying fucken hard to keep the fountain of blessing
under my eyelids from overflowing.
and now i know why people are always saying that crying makes it
a hell lot easier to put a stop to those unhappiness and problems.
cus honestly? i do agree.
and perhaps i tried so hard to kip it from falling,
that its killing me on the insides. its like having a centipede eat up ur heart.
only worse, cus u cant do nithink but keep a straight face.
it might seem so so unimportant. like a slip of the tongue.
but haf u had any idea just how much it could cost?
oh how lovely, the sound of dissapointment.
O Tear it back, tear it slow.
whud the hell was i thinking anyways?
i aint no suupah girl, much less any wonder-maker.
whuds the point of trying to mend the pieces and glue it all up for the other, when i aint got the power to do so?
i dun quit on people, but people do. and thats prity sad.
perhaps i should de-attach myself from people cus it works better that way. maybe it'll hurt less. and this is part where i'd say...
I'd exercise more discretion
Do you have good intentions?
maybe people like *beep* who flashed me three counts of the middle finger does. because somehow i felt a tad better.
NAAARf.
ain-