Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, October 14, 2006, 11:19 PM
mum bought the wrong type of oven few months back. so now, she's not gonna make any kuih rayas cus even if she does, the kuihs wont be baked easily or gets lemau easily. not that i actualli used it or whud, but tt was a direct quote from bro. ahahahahah. TETAPI. it still makes a difference to me cus i wun be eating her home-made kuihs. especially her kuih tart, and how we (as in the bros and i) used to sing this stupid beruk song and ending it wid a pose promoting the tart. so im supposed to get for her the ready-made kuih tat lah nie. bleahs. is anyone selling it? sell to me lahs, makes it a hell lot easier for me.lately, things been slowing alot. cus evryone seems to be missing. and that includes those lil kids who are always running around at the playground. and zrul.. ever since he's attached, he doesnt hang around much at home. so in the end, it all ends up quiet, very very quiet and im feeling the missing of some certain people. cus at the mo, there seems to be a lotta pockets at that corner of thy heart. thought of going out this weekend but the furst few people on the list are currently busy wid their own stuffs. i think and think, there aint really anyone else to ask out so it drives me crazy. macam sedih gitu kans. when ur free and easy, nobady is free enuff. and vice versa. i wonder how thgs are gonna turn out few years down the road. im gonna bet its heading for the worst, but hopefully it doesnt. sheeze. i think i think too much.
ive been having doubts too. and i shud probably stop thinking too much about the future. cus it scares the hell out of me. and i do realise.. that nutink gold can last. somehow the thought of having to let it go sumday saddens me. why cant they just accept it and cut the slack on me? it just leaves me feeling empty y'noe? knowing that whud i always want can never stay for long or work out in the end. so im making it all sweet while it still last. We're not alone. There is more to this, I know.
ouhkeh yeaaays. Esah just asked me out to go accompany her to geylang tmr. weird, i was just about to ask her hang out wid me at bugis. cissss. hahahs. reminds me of the bananas in pyjamas. are you thinking whud im thinking B1? TOINKK~ *bumps head* yes i am B2! ahahahs.
urhms. i think i hafta sumthing to do. but i cant remember whud. but i will try recalling whud it is. so i am outta here.
and of cus i love you still. dun be sillay~
We'll make believe that everything's all right.
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