Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006, 11:37 PM
i hate it when everything seems like sucha drag these days. like the way the fon's lagging like fruck. yes, the fon definitely LAGS, it takes two frickin minutes for me to send a msg. doesnt that sound annoying enuff? so yeahs i end up having to call back the person, and i aint one of those people who like making calls. and i kinda miss having mum around the house. i realised that life's much simpler and less chaotic wid her around. at least i wudnt be goingg bonkers and screaming and cussing and banging things around likka mad wimmen. dad's been acting like a she-tiger these days. picking fights wimme for no apparent reasons, finding excuses to boss me around and raising his voice at me in that authoritative voice i so hate.
simply said, at the rate im going im gonna be depressed prity soon. on second thoughts, i already am halfway there. it gets me all stressed up just to be at home and try as hard as i can to stay out as late as possible just so i wudnt hafta face him at home so soon. im just so tired of handling all these. ITS TOO MUCH LAH SIAKS. haiiishh. and i havnt been eating well either. im just hoping i dun suffer from some stupid eating disorder, surviving on a glass of milk thru the whole day. ouhgawd~
and ouhhhs. apparently he was like trynna get on my nerve again when i got home earlier just now, claiming that the school sent him a letter regarding my supposedly poor results. so i was like "wth? no such thg. my results are directly sent to AH so tts impossible.." and he was like mati-matian asking how many subjects i flunked. hahah. too bad for him, i cudnt care less and proceeded to take my shower without answering his questions. surprisingly he was awfully nice when i ate sum of the mamak rojak (who can resist that?). he then SURPRISED me wid that letter which so happens to be the letter from BoonLay CC, telling me to collect my bursary by next wednesday. ahahahah. moneymoneymoney heh? but i can forget about spending it lah eh. mum wun be too keen to agree. cows will fly over the moon if she does mayn. =P
SCHOOL eh? so far so good i guess. finally told dad i chose psych over onco. he wasnt too pleased but didnt mind since it was whud i wanted to do. haish. iloveyou dad. n i wished i had enuff guts to say it to you up front. and PCB is so damn slow. i really cant stand her lah siaaks. her voice is so soft, even wid a mic, that i swear only the ants can hear her and her handwriting is horrible. earrghhhhgsjdgvuiefv. but lets just give her sum time to adapt lah ehh. and then there's behavioural science also. she's prity good at her teaching lahs, but her accent gives me headaches mayn. if only sumone can convert her voice to a comprehensible voice eh, make it like sum kinda tape recorder? kan macam best gituk. ahahah. but i like her way of teaching thou she actualli pointed me out and asked me a question just because i was "yawning at the back of the class.." i shud haf covered my mouth~
ive got so much to say. but im so sleepy. and by the time i type it out, the thoughts just sorta evaporates. anws, ive got a new lil green book now. so ill prolly settle for it on days im feeling lazy to blog or am unable to. 'sides i write when im feeling angry. and i suppose ive been having alot of that these days. thanks bro, for listening, for being an ass at times too cus it makes me laugh and so feel like kicking you. and to ayg for just being there. and a lot of people. if ur coughing now, then u gotta be one of 'em.
tomorrow is dear wanie takusi's burday lah seyyy! sumone's turning twenty alreadi. so tua alreadi. heh heh! and ill CONSIDER putting back the taggy up again lah ouhkeh? till then, ill just tag back at urs.
and i never knew there are more than 3 people who actualli reads my blog. haaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I'm a genius, with a headache.
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