Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, October 07, 2006, 9:47 PM
as Sid wud haf said - when life's a bitch, just BREATHE! so im kiping it safe and slow. and i realised im pretty much of a loser when it comes to containing my anger towards someone. ironically, i can stay mad at any other person for a long time. so i hafta conclude its all about the WANT, not the CAN. (blahblah, whudever that means.)and any minute now, the folks might just return. so dead, i am. because i hadnt gotten whud they want. whudeverlah. i aint really in the mood for festive seasons. and then they're gonna interrogate me to no end for DAYS. cus tts their idea of mental torture. and just to spice things up, the fire-starter will join in the rampage. in case u aint too close to me to realise who it is, im referring to my bro. yes, the elder one. sighs. GOD SEES WHUD YOU'RE DOING. geex. get a line of ur own bro, tts dad's. *roll eyes* besides, its not like i did or am planning to do anything bad or whuud. maybe ill join wanie in the not-gonna-be-rayaing-much campaign ey? hahas.
im tired. and im hungry. because i hadnt eaten anything since buka except drinking Vitasoy and Milo. i guess its true whud people say. anger (and any other negative emotions) kills appetite. yalah, laugh at me lah. i feel like getting the cheesy stuff from KFC. cheese + lots of mayonnaise = HEAVEN! =) ouhkeh im not hungry anymore. *in denial* ouhkeh ive been playing Irwan Shah's My Heart since just now seh. ntah, macam very sad lah, the way the male n female vox sang. wooooo.
alamak. school's two days away. on the bright side, ill be seeing the gurlfrens! *grins widely* tapi aku tak larat nak belajar lah. sungguh merunsingkan kepala, apatah lagi pabila minda serta tubuhku belum lagi bersedia untuk menghadapi semua ini. namun, masa depanku bergantung kepadanya. aduhhh, sungguh pedihnya. walau bagaimanapun. akan ku terus mengharungi lumrah hidup ini dengan semangat waja yang.. errr... ouhkeh kita kembali selepas ini yaa?
wahahaha. so long
ain-