Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Thursday, October 26, 2006, 7:35 PM
And in my heart I can't contain it.
The anthem won't explain it.
The anthem won't explain it.
wow. MCR has a better way of saying FFAF's "I cant feel the same way about you anymore." but im not gonna type it here. go figure! hahaaaas. and i realised people like to name their songs Famous Last Words. its like different people haf a different way of expressing it thru their own words. whud would urs be?
and DISENCHANTED sounds like sucha nice word. but of cus, i do not think it actualli exist in the dictionary or wikipedia or merriam webster's. MAYBE lars, but idk. hmms. ive been surfing thru people's blog just to see how they look their best during raya. masing-masing ade style lah beb. wa manyak suka horrr. and some people haf already collected up to 400 friickin bucks over ONE day, while ive only had ten bucks of which i gave away to syz. so that equals to ZERO now. not that i care much about it or whud. but that goes to show just how lame my raya's been going. and ouh yeahs. that test scared the shit outta me yesterday BUT i realised that i was just being a worrisomepuss and clearly all that freaking out was certainly unneeded. why, thats the problem of being a sponsored student u see. u tend to be a lil too OVER-concerned and particular about not screwing up. padahal padahal. bleaaahhs. KANCHIONG SPIDER SIAAAKS. at least there's no school tomorrow! heh heh!
am not exactly looking forward to the weekends cus i bet its gonna be a boring stay-in one since mum's gonna be working and dad wudnt even wanna go visiting widout her. so u guys can count on me being online lah ouhkeh? i cant even go out sehhh. as in, go out jalan-jalan pegi shopping ke apa-apa lah. 'cause evryone else ARE probably going out for raya-ing so nobady's gonna be free. besides, who ever goes out widout their kebayas/kurungs on the furst week of raya? itu sudah gilak. (and esah's complaining she's only got 60 bucks so far?) anws, u people better be taking good care of ur health during this festive season ouhkeh? i already haf three sick person on the list, all three of whom are my bestest. tsktskkkk. and to the rest who already haf a plan all drawn up, bilang aku biler dah confirmed tau!
i dun quite like this new Class Advisor. because she's always fixing her hawk's eye on me like she's waiting for me to do sumthing wrong of which she can frown upon. and i suppose some people wud haf realised how that truly annoys the hell outta me. they seem to find it funny, how i express my annoyance towards her. seriously, i really CANNOT stand her. imagine, i merely closed my eyes for a short 5secs and she's already throwing indirect hints. WTH? thankgawd there's also Mdm Hamidah for prac classes sehh. alamak. u wud know how i feel about her lessons if u were me lahhs. and im not the only unhappy brat ouhkaye.
there's lots annd lots of gassy drinks but there's no COKE. *sighs* APA INI? ouh yeahs, for those who hadnt watched HEART yet, maybe u shud go chekkit out. its a sad sappy movie allryte, but i didnt cry ehh. but it reminded me of something, of how i had been in that position once upon a fairytime. being the one in the middle wid the besfren on one end and the then-favourite weapon on the other. people make mistakes in making decision at times, but at the end of the day, its all about how u make up for the loss AND the apologetic theory. its not ur fault u feel betrayed. but im pretty content wid the way things turn out now. cus the water's all calm. and i know i can always count on the bestfriend to be there when i look back. anyways, just go watch it n ull noe lars. bagus punya.. betul, tak bedek! i think i wanna cut my hair short like that. I THINK only.
aku pun blum mandi lagi, so sikalang mau pigi mandi alreadi horr. selamats!
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