Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 12:25 AM
today is my happy goober day. or at least, half of it. simply because.. GAJI DAH MASUK LAH SIAK! hahahs. ouhkaye, granted i do realise that its gonna be gone in less than two weeks owing to the fact that i do haf a list of stuffs i wanna get and thgs ive got to settle. STILL. a gurl deserves the right to rejoice over her payday kans? so shuddup. wahahaha.ive yet to settle the phone bill for last month sey. just so i wud have enuff to tide me over till the last day. thank gawd, i din borrow any from the dad. althou he was repeatedly hinting if i wanna get a loan. kalau nak bagi buley jugak eh, kalau dah loan tu dah lain cerita lah daddy oeiis~ i know him far too well. and in cases like these, he'd start on his lecture yet again. but to interrupt n go "alamakk. rewind tape lagiks.." wud be rude. these days im tryin hard to be the good daughter. not that im trynna be an apple-polisher dammit, but i realised i hadnt exactly been an angel in the past years. majiam setan sey perangai, talking back, slamming doors, shouting, rebelling, and in any other possible ways. now im feeling so guilty. bleaaahhs.
and guess whuuud? ive got a surprise from the bro when he got home from his study-thingy. he made me listen to his darko and guess the band tt's on. wrong guesses twice. got it right on the third. and i was acting like an excited stupid kid, jumping all around and grinning from ear to ear. but i shall not tell you whose album it is. that lil twit, he din even put it into my unhallowed. hahahs. im like always screaming at him for not updating mine. tt selfish fella, nak lagu2 sedap tuk sorang jerr!
ouh yeah ehhh. someone taught me a way to manipulate ppl's mind to help you do things. everytime u wanna get sumone's help, u just gotta start ur sentence wid "my dear, blahblahblah.." hahahah. honey-coated words. haaakpuiik! but it works, really. u tell me, who doesnt wanna feel appreciated for the thgs u do for others? and to tell the truth, the smartasses, who also happens to be the kakak2 at work uses that A LOT. so its pretty hard saying NO. cus ull feel guilty, no.. again, its not because u wanna angkat buah ouhkehh. ekrekrekre. but sumtimes u gotta do it somehow.. TO REAP BENEFIT FOR UR OWN SELF! muahahahahs. perangaiiii siaks. awwhhh c'mon. its a brother bleed brother world afterall.
ive got 3 more days to go, before i can kiss my ass goodbye to that ward. and then its holiday week! so can go shopshop for baju raya! im going wid green widda the fam, and white widda bf. and and andddd. loadsa dates widda frens - Esah (alamak cannot wait to kick asses widda gilak gf lah) , Tom&Jerries ( and much misses to them), and i dunno who else. tapi kans. i cant meet up widda buuncits much larrrs. *sulks* becauuuse. its for our own good, and im giving him time to miss me more. huahuahua. and im missing him already. grr.
ouhkehlahhhs. if dad finds e out here at this hour, he's gonna skin me alive for sahur tomorrow. so ill better save my ass now.
Please monsieur, remember. Don't tell me how to get somewhere better.
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