ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
today, I DONATED ONE PINE OF BLOOD! and im glad i did cus it makes me feel good inside. and i dun care if people think im troubling myself cus i now whud i want. ive seen patients on blood transfusion, seen how it made a difference to 'em and yeahs, so i noe. actualli planned to go over to NUH but was told by wanie they're having the blood donation thingy at west mall. so detoured instead. owellls. good people get rewarded y'noe?
hah! SEE? while the blood was running into the bag, twas this guy who asked if he could haf my photo taken. thinking little of it, i simply agreed lahs. and once the thg was over and this laydee led me over to the refreshment table, another laydee handed me a frame wid my picture in it along wid a bag of foody and that tiger bear (above). i was kinda surprised lahs. so i merely thanked them wid whud was my biggest grin. not that im sum kinda kiasu person who jumps wid glee over free stuffs, but its pretty sweet how u get appreciated gituks. tulahs rugi sape tak ikut. *ehems*
anws, just got back from kenduri. its pretty embarrasing how people tend to see you as that small kid running around after the kenduri ten years ago. and they seem to forget that kids do grow into teenagers afterall. and they only realise it when they lean over to ask if u'd like a piece of the cake. then they'd go "ehhhh! ni anak *soandso* kan? dah besar ehhh, dah jadi anak dara. cik pun tak perasan dari tadi!" i wud so love to roll my eyes. BUT. i aint any disrespectful brat who haf no respect for people whom she'd practically grown up wid. well, not grown up wid. but used to seeing them in the process of growing up. yes, that sounds better. indeed, i am proud when people ask if i was a nurse. no doubt im a STUDENT nurse, but im still a nurse afterall. and i bet most of u here wun noe how to take a person's blood pressure kans? why, i can! hoho~
these days i dun eat much. i wish i cud lose sum weight here. and i wish i could haf my appetite to eat back. in fact, i wish i cud haf a few more other things back as well. but wishing for certain stuffs is clearly impossible for now. so ill stop. and be content wid whud i haf now. yes.
and i wish u cud take back some of ur old habits. those i hadnt been seeing for quite some time now. but im not complaining, im not asking. so ill shut the gab. haish.
so long and goodnight.
It was never enough, it was never enough, it was never enough, now was it?
p.s its pretty hard forgetting the co-lour-ful thgs y'noe? its like having a piecca diamond stucked onto the ring. whudever that means~
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