Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Thursday, September 07, 2006, 11:39 PM
its pretty sad to see people dying in the most ironic way. its like their death aint justified y'noe? but whichever way they breathed their last breath, its all up to the almighty of cuus. and perhaps its merely HIS way of showing that if its ur time, u can do nutink bout it. why, you can run but you cant hide forever. take for example steve irwin - the CROC hunter. yes, strangely enuff he died of a punctured heart, strucked by a STRINGRAY. but then again, if he hadnt had that much nerve and sought trouble he wudnt end up that way. and come to think of it, i truly do sympathise wid the daughter. kinda felt sad for her, to be losing sumone she hold such high respect and love for gone wid the hrmmms. ouhkayes, local news aside, perhaps i shud focus more on my life instead. i just cant stand SOME people from SOME institution who happens to be sharing the current ward wid us. its been ages since i last rambled on the attachy hadnt i? anyways, i just thought that it was pure childishness and selfishness on their part. but its more on the lecturer herself *roll eyes* i mean, c'mon lahs, u hold debrief for ur students every fucken day over senseless godknowswhud issues which i bet ur students aint even interested in discussing. they prolly pretended to listen just so they can waste sum time in there, rather than loitering around outside doing nuthink. ur so olde and wrinkled yet so childish? imagine - i was just talking wid one of her students about sum casual stuffs while making sure that auntie ate her lunch. ouhkaye, fair enuff her student was feeding and being all nice and friendly. and out of nowhere u just popped out and go "have u done ur *blahblahblah*?" so her student shook her head and said she mit do it later. clearly not happy, she put that stupid face and continued "nevermind, u can go do it now? let her feed the auntie." ahhhhs good jelly, was i mad! whud fucken right does she haf over me anyway? she cud haf asked nicely and i'd haf gladly done it but no, she didnt. so forgeddit lahs, BIGFUCKS deserves fuckedup treatment. but on account of the nice laydee, i went on ahead and fed her. willingly.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. i cant stand her lahs, having to face her evry day. luckaay tomorrow's the last day there. so goodbye to u and ur life~ remind me not to get a diploma from THAT institution yeahs. no offense. eeeeeee geramnye aku~
aduiiiish. anyways, there's a few september babies. so imma shout out a HAPPY BURSTDAY to the few, if they can even hear it. to Faisal's 21th on the 2nd, to Fareez's 21th on the 5th, to Fir beruk's 18th on the 6th, to DeeBum's 19th TODAY. few coming up, but i suppose ill just leave them a greeting or sumfink. bleahhhhs. nidtha get a few gifts but im kinda tight on the pockets. and mum can onli smile. i bet she's smiling cus im FINALLY learning to manage my own financial issues, and realise that money aint meant to be spent on senseless useless stuffs that i wun even use. ouh yeas, it took me the hard way. but of cus, sumtimes u just nid to splurge and pamper urself. ONCE IN A WHILE. and clearly, this aint the time yet. BOOHOOOS. and there aint even any input from any parties anymore. i mean, at least last time i get the buckeroos rolling from the dad, the mum and sometimes the bro. see how things changes when ur all on ur own feet? *sighs* but its all for my own good kans? *majiambetuljer* i might be nodding but im still in denial. ahahahaha. on a lighter note, at least i dun hafta WORK to get the money. im being paid for shaking my legs and picking my nose and scratching my butt. wahahahahah. ouhkaye, that sounds gross. well yeahs, im paid to STUDY. and studying aint too hard, for now.
ouhkaye im hungry. *grumblesgrumblesgrumbles* and my perut is berkeroncong-ing. and its 11.12pm lah siak. so maybee ill just cook a maggi or sumfink. im not being cerewet, but rice at night is not good. hurhurrrs. padahal padahal.
and he's not msged or called yet. maklumlahhhhh. orang dah pandai BINGIT dgn kite kans. haf i mentioned he now has a new sweetheart? his pretty lil thang, but i swear im 9873543543 times prettier. betul, tak bedek. at least im human enuff, *whispers* she's a fake wif an ugly TZM tatoo on her navel. with tattos huuuuu.... yeah she dropped out of school, and she's doing the scene. I guess now she rules. ahahahahahahahahaha. ouhkaye. thats from Fonzie's Elitist Girl. and ouhkaye, the buncits might get angry so ill stop crapping and start grinning. and get my supper cooked. bluuekks!
you used to show me
but it's not that bad
I'll be so glad to hug you again.
ain-