Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Saturday, July 15, 2006, 5:44 PM
have u ever had one of those days.when things seems like suucha blur.
its like u get sucked into this black hole.
and evrything else around goes BLOOP.
u cant see, you cant touch, u cant hear.
goodness, u cant even feel.
but there's that heavy thing thats weighing you down.
and it makes u feel so dejected, or rejected.
or *fillintheblankswithanythingthatsoundsnegative*
and then suddenly, it all opens right before your eyes.
and you feel so so saad.
sort of like an accumulation of a year's worth of grief.
bursting right out ala jack-in-the-box style.
and u dun even noe how it got to this.
how does that sound?
geex. its gonna rain soon.
bet its gonna pour real hard.
so i can forget bout plans for an afternoon jog.
ouh-laas. zrul just went off.
is that bye supposed to be a tease or whud?
i wished i hadnt been so tight on the buckeroos.
i cud prolly pamper myself wid a chicken chop meal or two at KFC.
or call in pizza hut. or grab a bite at BK's.
dannnng. anything? mum aint cooking.
at least, not yet. and my tummy's complainin'.
BLEAHHHHHHHHS.
maybe ill laze my ass out wid Rampage 2 or summat.
and thats sad.
im turning into an imsomniatic meat, haf i mentioned that?
Blood between the sheets,
Insomniac meat oh - I can't shut my eyes
Void of nightmares, leading upstairs
Do I follow? - I can't shut my eyes...
miss you, hunn.
- ain