ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
doth that sound familiar?
and trust me, a scab doesnt truly peel off and disappear. it leaves a scar. and who knows one fine day when u look at it u'd be smiling, recalling how it got there in the furst place. oweells. aint referring to anitink in particular. just a thought~
so anyways, im starting to feel the missing. suddenly i haf the urge to hug the brat badly. but its just me and daddy-o at home at the moment tho'. the mum, the bros and the syz went off to kampung earlier this morn for a five-day visit to Uwan's, along wid cuzzy eqal and the maniac twins and aunt who went off earlier. that makes ME the only grandchild who aint gonna be present there since the rest of the maternal cuzzies are already at kampung since last week. BOOOOOOOOOO! i miss my uwan, i miss my atuk! =( screw school. and it feels worst knowing that im the only one who hadnt seen the i-dunno-how-many-months old newborn cuzzy Aleeya Natasha. that is so not fair! pretty ironic larrs. i din use to love gg back to the granny's since i was pretty reluctant bout leaving the boyfies or ex-boyfie in Singapore. gggrrr. think back on it, i aint gonna haf the time for holidays once i hit work after graduation. I AM ONLY GONNA BE NINETEEN NEXT YEAR YET IM GONNA BE A WORKING LAYDEE ALREADY? time is cheating me mayn. a whole deal of it. darrrrn!
hmms. ouh yeahs. altho the bratty syz aint gonna read tis or whud, imma say it anyways. HAPPY NINTH BURFDAY NUR ADIBAH, adikku tersayang! hahahaas. actualli, we had an advanced celebration yesterday. geexaa. which kid wudnt get excited over cakes and candles rytey? Zrul and I shared a gift totalling up to thirty bucks. not too bad larrs. twas an Einstein demo cd and drawing book, a Faber Castell colour pencil set, and a DIY bead-like-frame - all wrapped in tis pink-coloured wrapping paper which she so gracefully tore in a record of ten seconds. aku aderlah wrap penat-penat sampai ber ribbon-ribbon sumer eiiks. -_- heh heh! enjoy!
Oii Bang! Cepatlahh! Timer 10 Seconds jer!
Alermekk. birthday cake orang, dekni OVER plaks.
hmms. shud i take the raspberry, the strawberry, the peach.. or.. THE CHOCOLATE!
SMILE for the cammy!
Last one to wrap it up!
bleurghhs. thanks gawd dah tolak dua balak. why, not exactly lars, since it was quite necessary. guess whud we did for sports & wellness today? HIGH ELEMENTS LAH SIAKS! hahas. yeahs, alpha zone. many wud haf said it aint that high or scary at all. but really, its a totally different thing when you're the one up there balancing yourself on a piece of wire, say bout three storeys high. its like as if i was reliving that moment on the canopy walkway back in 2001 on that trip to Taman Negara in Pahang. talk about having a bad case of jittery and loose kneecaps! and we were like holding tight to our harness like it was our dear life or summat. hahahah. but hell, we made it out in one piece ouhkaye! in case u guys are wondering where it is, its actualli the corner which is so damn close to the MRT track. i bet u can see me waving out there with u in the train! kinda makes u feel proud being an OAC-ian. Soul Adventurer baybeh!
but of cuus i screwed up BIGGY on my Patient Care A. total FRUCKNESS, no? people-people beezee trynna memorise the stuffs, i was beezee daydreaming. wahahaha. no larrrs. pretty much gave up since it wasnt making sense anyways. and too much pressure equals blanked-out mind, therefore pointing to KNOWLEDGE DEFICIT. whudever that means.
hurhurs. and i thought it funny. that dear old primary skuul buddy Noraisah happens to be in a gothic band.
"kau jadi ape dalam band kau?"
"ohh.. aku vocalist.. matair aku pun dalam sama band.."
"serious, vocalist? Stail ehhhh..."
"ni band aku.. *shows picture*"
hahahas. cute lahs she. got me cracking. but yeahs, she hadnt changed much. and thats good. and we should prolly hang out one of these days. heard she's having a gig on the first of july. mayn buddy, i wud luv to come but i aint too syure. *crosses fingers* we'll see how it goes aye?
I know you're alone tonight, with tears you cry
I hope you're satisfied, and yeah I'm doing fine..
aiites. i want out!
-ain