Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006, 10:42 PM
it was all nice. chocolate mousse cake, courtesy of lyz along wid pepsi as weel as canadian pizza ordered by yours truly. and seriously, i think i suck at placing pizza orders on the fon. cuus i tend to pick out any familiar phrases and go "ouh.. ill haf that.." wahahaha. why, for one.. the guy at the other line also very tongong. he actualli sounded edgy, so in return i gave an equally annoying response. ain's a sucker for anything mayonnaise-ey. nyeahahah. altho i cudnt agree less that the outcome of the pizza looked kinda.. bochup? those red splotches of i-tink-its-tomatoes in the middle could cause me a demerit point if i were to copy that in Mdm Rezwanna's F&N class. but then again, no'mo F&N lah kaanns. the chox cake was.. delixius! or at least the top part was, the chocolate fudge covered part. had some small talk and stuffs. but its kinda saddening to see the way the ending gets. believe me, it feels shitty when u get stucked in the middle feeling so helpless. on one end, uve got your goodfren whom u've known since way back. on the other end uve got a ren who used to be reali close to you, both equally important. at the end of the day, the one who ends up getting extra depressive is YOU.=( distance makes the heart grow fonder they say. but too much distance cud prove to be disastrous at times. *hinthint* and yes, i shalt not try to deny the fact that at this very moment i am feeling very very sad. like ur heart's weighing you down by a tonne or summat. that kinda dejected feeling that makes u wanna go to sleep and just get lost in the other world gituks. its times like these that makes you miss those good ol' secondary school days when homework's all u gotta worry about. but that itself is hardly a worry since u can easily copy it from some smart-ass ryte? hahs!
haiiish. where's this headed to? owells. that reaction we got in return for our well-intended surprise is still as hurtful as just now. more like disappointing.
im so in need of a hug. baby, where r'u? ='(
at the end of the day, noisy rowdy earsplitting music is by far the best theraphy for a sad ain. and hell, i can crank it up for as loud as i wanna and nobady'll bother. (wid the earphones on , of cuus.) can we haf some HORSE THE BAND, please!
why anyways, lets end this entry nicely shall we? as quoted by Shikin Speilberg, Gimme gimme happy! ahhass. and by the way, ini bukanlah lakonan dan tiada kaitan sama yang hidup ataupun yang mati. muahahahas. yes, it aint exactly a posed picture. some kepo-beings click-clicked away while the rest were snoozing off.
*Goodbye, Goodnight For Good - Alesana*
thanks a lot, ALLY cinonetsku. youknow, iknow. =)
I hope you don't see a thing I said,
smile through everyone you ever see...
-ain