Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Monday, May 29, 2006, 10:45 PM
"Give it up for Cove! Make some fucking noise!"
Crowd goes "aaahhhhh! eeee! ouuuhhhh! We Love You! (macam real ajer)"
"no no no, my fren.."
Aiyaiiiiaais! is he cute or whud? so fuckin cute siaks. whud wid his hair. or at least his olde hairstyle larrs. and that Yesterday's Rising's live version of Sidewalk Remenance featuring the very own Cove Reber is sooooo awesome. a great combo i'll say. yalarrrs. put saosin and yesterday's rising and u get sumfink so fucken RAD. nyeahahas. the language ain, the language! sheeze!
so anyways, how long's it been since the last post? close to a wek eyy? so much time, so much stuffs. i hardly haf time catching up wid myself, much less wid the important-important peole. much apologies to the darlings and much loved. i am SO sorry. i promise i WILL catch up wid u people one at a time once ive settled down. thing's been succha haze lately. thank goodness, dah tolak satu balak. bio test was surprisingly easy. so fuckin easy i was practically grinning away. but of cus i already lost 6 marks on the last question. FRUCK. people name the cells, i name the micturation process. bleuuurghhs. trynna not to sound overconfident, but lets be optimistic shall we? heh heh!
touching on being optimistic, guess whud? i finally got the sponsorship from alexandra hospital lah siaaaakkks! like how cool is that? ahahahaha. ouhkayelahs, granted AH aint exactly the best hospital around, but something is better than nothing. besides, they're gonna be shifting to yishun in a few years time. hopefully i'd haf completed my bond by then for the thought of travelling all the way there is far too unbearable. buuuut. to quote ayid, "maner tahu by then aza dah ader motor, boley send kau pegi keje ke.." alllahhaaiiis. wishful thinking, let us not hope much. hahahah. hrmmmps! but of cus i was (and still am) pretty much annoyed at the mum and the dad for keeping it from me. it kinda sucks when u hafta find out bout it YOURSELF when u chanced upon it in ur dad's bag. -___- ever heard of privacy, dad? its bad enuff that they open my letter widout my permission, run thru my personal stuffs, read my journals and share them over dinner and stuffs like that.. at the very least, i'd haf expected someone to TELL me whats going on. but noooooo~ they din even bother. pfffttt! and when i asked y they hadnt told me about it, mum casually went "alaaahh... kau dah tahu, buat ape nak bilang?" arrrghhhhhhss!!! madness!
hadnt got the contract signed yet btw. then im on my way to becoming ORANG KAYA BARU! nyeahahahahs. wishful thinking~
hrmmms. anyways, met up earlier on widda besfren AND the boyfie. hahahs. finally passed ayid his burfday card and sumthing extra. had a talk about stuffs. about gays. hahahaha. funny siaks that guy.
me: (when i arrived) ehhhhh. kau selenger urh.. selekeeey seyy! asal muka kau lain? ape yang kau buat? kenape kau pakai maca nie? (he was wearing this green strip polo tee and this brown jeans)
him: *waves hand* maner ader? giler! samelah, giler!
-after some time-
me: ehhh. aku tgk kau.. tetiba macam peter parkar pulak ehhh.. *stares ; grins* stail, staill~ ehh.. cermin mata baru ehkk?!
him: elehh... tadi kate selenger, skarang cakap peter parker. tapi haziq lagi macam peter parker urh. lagi sajak. kalau aku jadi gay, aku choose fir berouq, pastu haziq..
me: serious ape? fir.. oklahs.. haziq? *chuckles* lagik boley.. die tu kan gay.. kau tak tahu?
him: huh? haziq gay?
me: ak arr.. die kan gay.. die attached to aza.. aza lagi pentingkan boipren die dari aku.. sedihkan?
him: *hoots with laughter* kau sial ain... kau siall!
hahahahah. ive got sucha slenger besfren. and sucha buncit boyfie. he's always complaining bout how round my tummy is, and how it seems to bigger than his altho i certainly doubt so. in the ferst place, he ate a DOUBLE WHOPPER the other day while i settled for a mushroom swiss (with mayonnaise, as usual). sumtimes ehhh. i miss those days when i cus rub his belly and feel those bumps, when i cud proudly say "who cares if you think he's fat? he has the PACKS." but for now, im content wid his wobbly-gooobly tumtum lar ehks. wahahah. he gets sensitive on that part. and not forgetting the way i'd purposely fall a step back just so see the way his ass move in that way, mayyn. i wud be laughing till the stomach aches i tell you. and he'd be going "u jahat! u jahat!" ahahahahaha. cute siaks ur ass. ahahahahah. ouhkaye shudup ain~ hhhrmmmms. and i wonder whether they gossiped about when their paths crossed ehhh. tsktsk.
HOPED YOU LOVED THE SMALL EENY WEENY GIFT BRO! stop smiling, start rolling!
i think i wanna learn how to bake brownies. does anyone knows how to?cus it sounds so fucken dellixius! must be awfully sinful, guilty pleasure. ahhhhs. buat sementara waktu, chocolate mousee pat cafe 1 pun jadilah! ouh yeahs! i wanna go for the blood donation drive mayn! harus, mesti, wajib! the last time i commented "when i turn 18, im gonna donate my blood!" the whole troop laughed at me siaaakks. maklumlahs, kononnya adik-adik kans. they tink its cute~ bleuurghhs! yeahyeahs. am gonna go for it wid dee and zack!
dee and i had a lil convo about sumthink and we both agreed that.. WE CANT WAIT FOR BAYBEATS!! aiyaaas. but its like roughly two months away. geexa! how fast time flies ehhh? its like only last year i furst saw Love Me Butch live on stage!
yaaaayyyy! tomorrow campfire! yaaay! tomorrow meeting the buncits again! yaaayyy... phase test's two days away lah siak..
heyyys u fat custard.. i fucken lurp YOU! =)
oklahs, oklahs cukuplahhhs! tis been a rather nong nong entry. so imma make my exit right about here.
If we get through tomorrow then we'll be fine
We'll wait forever and see how close we get..
-ain