Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
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Saturday, April 15, 2006, 11:11 PM
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia...
haiiish. im like tuning into my mellow slumber mood for the mo, whud wid peterpan on air. its like so friickin soothing. like hearing sumfink sad and delicate. perhaps ill post it up on my player for your pleasure. that is if the net doesnt screw up yeaa?i can put it on repeat mode for one whole hour and never get sick of it heyy!
and i realised that the weather has been good since i came back to singapore. one moment its all hard and sunny, then the clouds shift over and the next minute it'll be pouring. and evrybady agrees that sleeping in on a rainy day is pure bliss ryte? ahhhhhs. ive been sleeping like a gawddaym log these few days. sheeze. sum will call like "tido ala balas dendam" since i hadnt exactly been having my beauty sleep during the camp. speaking of that, i kinda miss the camp now that its over. its likee... suddenly u feel like a tiny shard of urself got left behind the moment u say ur goodbyes. think of the good times, the bond we created. of how we grumbled and complained and shouted at each other on our way up. how we huffed and puffed in exhaustion when twas HALFWAY up. how we panicked and how heavily our hearts felt when we got to noe sumbady got injured. but it was kinda annoying to noe that it was but foul play. bleurghhs. and then there was the campfires which were utterfly lame. nevertheless, we actualli ended up having a blast of a time laughing just by eating those coloured twisties and camwhoring. not to forget that i was somehow the only one who could tie the lamp to the tent (either that, or they're plain layzee~) hahah. fortunately we had no supernatural encounter or whudsoever. BUt we did haf two silly predators growling behind our tents. a RED-eyed and a WHITE-eyed one. a failed attempt to scare us outta our willies ill say. haiishh. im gonna miss the fun we had bathing at the waterfalls and sunbaking ourselves out. now im like three shades darker! *ouhkaye, exaggeration lah ~*
and it was nice to haf those rangers around, even tho they only stayed a while. they were the ones who brought us upto the waterfalls thru the 'animal's route'. perhaps, he wanted us to feel like an animal for the day or summat. huahuahuas. but he was uuber nice and frenly lahs. the name's YO! came one part, we hatta sit thru the waterfall and let the water smack down on us. 'massaging theraphy' he called it. afterwards, each of us went into this small hole sumwhere near the bottom of the waterfall. anyhows, the things is that we were supposed to tell him whud we felt at the bottom of the hole, whether it was a stone, two stones, three stones or lots of it. according to him, if that person landed on A STONE.. he'd be someone who's passionate.. someone who sticks to one but finds difficulty in making decisions when there's choices(in terms of a work or sumfink). ahahah. BINGO~ it kinda makes sense lahs, sorta described me in a way. i almost felt like wanting to stay ther and reside for a moment y'noe? but the thought of having to live widout a teevee or a com or a phone.. and most importantly, the buncits baybee.. is simply unimaginable. hahaha. maybe im just not meant to be a kampung gurl.
and i gotta say, i do cherish the times we had. the people we never thought we could click with. suddenly i had so much to talk to misah about when in the past, we never got past our HELLOs and smiles. its like we could spend the whole day under the sun and keep on talking. and i wudnt haf known shaggy's my age (and whud the goonies are) or sham's someone u can start a convo wid. or yama aint as arrogant as i thought she'd be. or fariq and izat could actualli be THAT comical and gossipy. AND I NEVER KNEW GUYS WEAR G-STRINGS TOO~ wahahahahaaa~
and thru it all, i trully gotta say...
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I LOVE OAC!!!! =)
its a safe kinda feeling. like ur so closely-knitted. like those days in NP. i wud give anitink to haf them back. but its sad.. cus ppl get lost in their own world when they've got their hands (and legs) full. drifted in their own fast-paced world. before we know it, we'd all be working adults. how sad is it? and i am but a SEVENTEEN-YEAR-OLD, still~ im still so friickin young! ishkkkk. think about it. seriously people, enjoy ur life.. ur TEEN life while ur still at it. ull never noe when it might just be snatched from you. sumtink unretrievable. the sad truth.. FACE IT BAYBEHH!
*ouhkaye, tis the 10th time im listening to the same song* anyways people go chekkout my MSN SPACE. and i truly wudnt mind if ur gonna snitch some photos off.
till then,
sleep in, sleep well.
-ain