Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
horse the band
Wednesday, March 22, 2006, 10:54 PM
The letters grow long and weary and build into a maze..sometimes the people u trust might be the one who will disappoint you.
so its always best to kip a look-out.
or better still, wear a protective vest.
its a good thing i din get stabbed.
but hey, talk about being traumatised.
ive seen it far too many times. especially in the recent weeks.
when people start to show their stripes...
its a brother-bleed-brother world.
*shrugs* life's a bitch.
and its dissapointing to see that she aint as equally as happy as i was to see her.
haiiish. i thought im supposed to be one of ur good friends?
wth happened? its like working life robbed u entirely of the colours in ur face.
if only u saw ur face the way i saw it the other day.
i fil awfully bad bout it urhs. but then again. im feeling helpless.
wished i cud haf helped. hmms.
haiiiish. and when people get all stressed up. it kinda affects people too.
its like there's tis glowing circle around,
this awfully bright circle that make ur eyes hurt.
and all u fil like doing is back off.
yet at the same time there's the curiosity.
to find out where it came from, how ur gonna turn it off.
and its getting me all defensive.
cuus im threading on dangerous water.
god noes if there's mines planted sumwhere beneath,
just waiting for its time to blow upin ur face.
and crush it like pixie dust.
but then again, it'd be better if thats the case.
*wishful thinking*
all these wheels, they seem amazing
all these bombs must be ready to blow
all this time i could have tried
all this time i did not know.
sumtimes. people say things that causes a stir in the heart.
widout realising it.
so its best to kip an eye closed and pretend to not hear or see it.
so u wun get slashed.
to be insensitive. to be deaf. and blind. TEMPORARILY.
hmms.
i suppose.
i shalt not be blogging here.
untill i fil loadds better.
and haf sumfink more constructive to blog about.
so im gonna be spending more time wid my xanga mistress.
and im kiping it to myself.
its time i do some serious thinking and reflect on stuffs y'noe?
but ill post stuffs here once in a while i guess.
anyways. here's sumtink new for your ears.
its sumtink NINTENDO-COREish. enjoy.
till next time, rawkers.
be silent and do not speak INTO THE VOID
be blind and do not gaze INTO THE VOID
be numb and do not reach INTO THE VOID.