Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
creeeeppp
Saturday, February 18, 2006, 11:24 PM
What the hell am i doing here? i dun belong here.sumtimes, subtlety comes in handy. ever heard of the term once bitten, twice shy? why, it serves as a good excuse for being complex and vague. kononnya, better to be safe than sorry. and its ouhkay if it doesnt makes sense. cuus in the future entries to come, ill try my best to be as opaque as possible. for my benefit and for people who has a paper heart to begin with. and i sincerely express my apologies for those who got even a tiny laceration after reading my previous post. no ulterior motives intended. and i wud appreciate it if people quit being sensitive for tis not meant for the weak-hearted. (tssskkk. hadnt the music done the talking for me?) so yuups. u may haf the honour of screaming yaaay or sulk in that corner of your room.
so anyways. it was gulf war again. cold cash, colder hearts. and i dun understand why the suicidal bomber blasted my head there and then. perhaps, he's anticipating the moment to see me squirm and writhe like worms of the earth. haaahs. naaahs. it aint as sadistic lahs. but realli. the suicidal bomber's the epitome of an instant knee-jerking murder. like sum kinda bungee experience, played over and over again. when it gets u up, it gets u all laughing and feeling like ur on top on the world. BUT the moment it zooms down, u feel like u just spilled ur guts and all u wanna do is just shoot ur head off. and when that happens, all you wanna do is sit in that corner of ur room, sighing and wishing u never got on that bungee. GO FIGURE!
and i guess he meant it well when he said he's gonna pop THAT the next time the firework comes on. and it truly came on at that particular moment. hahahahah. i bet ull be slapping urself had u not found me in time the fireworks came on. heh heh. Catch me if you can! seriously, i wud haf ran or rather hide had i not been that keen on staying on to watch the parade.
annnnnnd. hahahs. am going to candy empire again, prolly monday or tuesday wid the geek. LETS GO! hahahs. yumaaays. must save-save. gonna surprise people-people. so just pray hard ull be the one surprised lahs. huhu. sometimes when u least expect it, sumtink magical jumps up right before ur eyes. dats whud makes it all the more exciting. and yaty, thanks for the Jellybeans yeaahs? its sweet to noe that u actually got sumfink as a V-Day gift. seriously am touched. altho i dun realli like jellybeans as much as i dun like peanut butter and caramel. but hey, its the though that counts! =)
and im considering on going personal. maybe do sum spring cleaning on my xanga mistress and start anew. hmms. *ponders*
so yuups. I WANT OUT!
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-ain