Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
With No Alarms And No Surprises.
Friday, January 06, 2006, 6:00 PM
now every electric star hums like a telecaster.how punk rock is that?
you're so oblivious.
baby, you were my oblivion.
it just kips raining and i kiip running home in the rain. if i had had a little less sense, i wud haf gladly threw the sweater off and walk in the rain. cuus it makes me fil daym good. its like ur draining away whuds left inside. but naaay, thats impossible of cus. since tests and exams are coming up. i shud be glad - roughly four more weeks to holidays and the start of attachment ryte? but no. i dun quite like attachment anymore. its not the being in the hospital thing, but more of the 'after work' thing. its like so depressing. the kinda little-lulu-deprived-of-lollipops feeling. *shrugs*
haiish. KEEPING QUIET IS HARD. dun believe me? try doing so. and we'll see if u come close to lunacy fringe.
people dun understand. or maybe im the one who refuse to be understood. things work better that way doesnt it? Count on nobody and no one will let you down. - tsunami bomb.
anyways. collected the OAC shirt. and here's the design.
nice shirt, just not the right size. they gave me a shirt whix is thrice my size. who wudnt get pissed? they din even haf the courtesy to call me up for my size when they called evryone else up. "heree... ur size is written here.. that time u said so over the fon.." "whud d'u mean? i din get any calls at all.." and she gave me that is-that-my-problem look. FUCK YOU. whateverness lah ehks. and i din even noe there was an OAC-SSC trip to thailand during the new year's break till we came back after the holidays. FUCK 'EM.
hmmms. well yeahs. ouhkaays. 'nuff of that. the weather is getting to me i guess. hmms. soooo. ive bin tinking bout stuffs on the way home. when i turn 18, imma make sure i start my furst blood donation. when i turn 18, imma try psycho dad into sponsoring my driving lessons. heh heh. when i turn 18.. hmms.. gimme a lil more time n ill write up a whole list urhs. hahas. but of cuus, people have been telling me the dun-do-tis stuffs too. "when you turn 18, dun pick up smoking. (hahahaha. like as if ppl ONLY start smoking at 18???) when you turn 18, dun start the habit of going clubbing and drinking. (bleaaahs. like i wuud~) Make sure u still haf ur *ahems* when ur 18.(yeahs. definitely am not keen in losing it aniways.)"
ouhkeeeys. im feeling totally jaded. so ill stop here before it gets more gloomy. hurhurs.
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its so *fillintheblanks*.
-ain