Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Unconscious And Awake, Miscounting All The Sheeps.
Sunday, January 15, 2006, 10:59 AM
ouhkeeey. it hadnt exactly been a hiphiphurraying week for me so far. its getting to me urhs. SICK, but not SICK. its like one moment ill be jumping around, yet the next moment ill be down and out - under the covers. uggghs. the fever doesnt bother me one bit lahs, since i love getting sick. but its the tidur-tidur ayam part where il suddenly jolt outta bed and POOF! there goes my beauty sleep. then there's the morning sickness too. the spinning-in-circle wake-up call and nausea. haaaaah. no. not those pregnant laydee typa nausea. its those vomitty kinda feeling cus there's a whole load of phlegm at the back of the throat. gross i noe~ boohoos. not forgetting the loss of apetite and mood to do anitink at all. im too layzee to head over to Video Ezy to rent a dvd or two. HURRAY! found Les Choristes and 40-Year-Old Virgin the other day. hahahs. mit rent it after tis whole thing heaves over i guess since we haf a one-week vacation week after the exam. WEEEE~ TO THE ZOO EHKS PEOPLE?! =) hahahas. the last time actually made a trip to the zoo was back in the primary skul days when the brattyprincess was only four i tink. heheh. i remember because we ended calling her CAPRIBARRA after we saw tis anteater-like creature and thought it sounded kinda cool. so, its always "capriiiii, sini! capriii, sana!" hahahah. it sounds nicey lahs, and its not like she noes whud it is anyways. =P
so anihoos, went over to the cuzzy's anyways instead of heading over to wati's sice the body was feeling kinda weak and jellyfish-y. bleuurghs. i hatta drag myself outta the bed mayn. why, actualli i rolled over lahs like i usually wuud. rolle over ala wallacegromit style. hahah. however it is urhs. initially, was sorta reluctant to since the world was spinning away but mum pestered us to go outta courtesy. said since theyare reali sick and cudnt make it, its only fair that WE do - as a rep. bleuurghs. s fat hope of lazing aroun lahs. surprisingly, the cuzzy's frens werent there. so clearly i was mistaken bout that part lah ehks. twas mak ngah, Abang Zul wid Kak Rara and the niece Razita, then twas ibu (the aunt) and the cuzzy's bf and us. it was only about an hour later that people start to come in. abg fauzi and abg fad and yeahs, Eqal and the twins. not too much of a party i guess. but the foooood... walaaa~ majiam kasi makan tuk dak-dak army gituuks. hahahahs. ouhkeeys *exaggeration* but realli, there was ALOT of food. a pity my apetite aint that good or i'd haf gladly gobbled it up. hahahas. CHOCOLATE CAKE (i hatta force myself to finish it), PIZZAS (of whix i din touch any), MI HUN GORENG AND MEE GORENG (din touch them either), GARLIC BREAD, BBQ-ED CHIX WINGS, FRIED CHIX. and summore stuffs lahs. and they thought i was on dietttt? tsktskkkk. like i wud even last a day? hahaha. seriously, the lecture bout going on diet and getting gastric attacks over it was totally unecessary. !@@@#$%^#$^ hahah. so when i finally said "abg fauzi, i jog lahs. i dun go on diets, i jog~" and he was like "issshh.. kalau abg, jangan haraplah nak jog.." hahaha. i can see whyyy~
anytheways, twas the cake-cutting session, followed by the picture taking and the saboing and the makan-makan. since the food was rather unappetising, simply hauled my ass o'er to the dining table and crapped wid bro zul and wifey. hahahs. dammit siakks. it was unexpected lahs. the part where he asked whud nursing was all about and whud i was supposed to do. friickin bro just hatta open his big mouth and commented bout how i wiped people's ass. WTF~ so yelahs, they were throwing attacks at me while sys rara supported me. huhu. wooiii~ at least dapat pahala woiii!! and ouhhhs. bro fad now has a pair of gecko. and yeahs, obviously it became the centre of attention while he was explaining how he got it, whud it feeds on and such. WELCOME TO ANIMAL PLANET! hahah. yuupps. he gets the kicks outa rearing weird 'illegal' pets. came nine, was getting kinda restless and since the geek wanted to mit up and talk, made my way outta the house.
met up wid the geek at the back of the skuul. twas a bunchas other people too lerks. whud wif zeke, forever trying to look emo and ouhhhs... the bike wasnt too bad at all~ apparently, gurls haf been recontacting him after getting to know that he now owns a bike. tsktskkk. got me wondering - is that all whud its all about wif certain gurls nowadays? BIKES, MONEY, LOOKS, FAME? tsktsk. and these guys are like so fuckin egoistic. nolahs, not zeke. but those other guys. like the ray marcelo guy who mysteriously added me on msn, flaunting his picture of him wid his six-packs and claiming he's a dancer, and him being a eaurasian-malay. and he was like " do i look good?" WTFFFF? like as if i care if uve got the plus factor? haaaaaaaahs. seriously, i truly despise people who's so full of themselves, thinking they're UP there while ur a step lower. and frankly speaking, these people disgust me. to quote hitler, they're like VERMINS! hahahas. hands up for those who agrees!! hmms. its all about the sincerity that counts i guess. so yuupp, went off wid the geek and got meself the chocolate milk, talked bout certain people and changes and head off home a lil after 10. well yeas, hopefully he gets his bike license lah ehks.
bleuurghs. im hungry and there aint any foody. no foody = no medicines. haiiiiishhh. aiites. I WANT OUT!
I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed
Just lay here, someone pull me out
I'm tired of these thoughts, the world moves outside
Feel like a ghost, rejected by the living...