Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Time has changed us, rearranged us.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006, 9:13 PM
9.56pm
as sumone wud haf quoted, imma say tis real loouud.
AWWWWW. YOURE SO SWEEEEEET!
hahahah. ouhkaaays. shuddup ain. hmmms.
ONE. it so happens that whud i was looking for all this while was actulis right before my eyes. Pffft~ n yeaahs, i did read thru the whole thing, right back to the furst entry lahs. why, im talking bout the olde blog of cuus. heh heh. and i hadnt got the heart to close down THAT blog. so im leaving it there as it is. not that it wud be of much use to u people since the archive aint even there, but.. owells.. since nobady else haf assess to the wickedlycatasthrophix blog, nobady will be reading it. achurrli there is lahs, but i doubt the person will peek thru aniways.
TWO. i thought i saw DUMDUMDIDI yesterday but aint that syure. if that WAS him afterall.. mymy! he's definitely grown sideways. woooaahs. but ive got a feeling its him lahs, since he turned at the same instance i did and i thought i saw him smile. hmmms. its a long story u see. back to the np days, we had tis adventure camp. so during the camp, there were 2 kelompoks - the YCS dudettes and the JWSS dudes. and the whole lot of us kinda hit it off as in those buddy-buddy kinda way. hahahs. coincidentally each of us ended up wid one of them. ended up as BESTFRENS lahs. so yuups. he happened to be my np buddy during those times. but things took a turn somehow. and i thought it'd be best to break off the frenship. bleuurghhhs. i aint telling u guys nitink here. BOO~ so no contact from there.
THREE. yaaaayness! the stalker's finally off the hook! but there's a brand new imposter stalker who kiips imitating he stalker just to annoy me. just to make me lose my temper. and that person NEVEEER learn. even after the SEEYUHL KAU or the BABI KAU. hahahahahs. dengdeng ah luuu! jangan sampai aku bakar umah kau urh bro! arrrrghhhhhhs. seriously, if u were in my place, u wud haf understood. but then again, its better than having that stalker around lahs. FREAKAAAY.
FOUR. there's tis thing that has kept me up all night yesterday. ive got tis overpowering curioisty at times. and darn that song. i swear there's bound to be a hidden message there but i cant quite figure out WHAT. but i suppose its sumfink sad and beautiful. nutink meant to harm. memories are sweet indeed.
FIVE. AM soooooo suuucks. and ive only just realised that. hmms. wellls~ when ppl get bored, anitink works. so im just being a smuckhead for a mo. MYSPACE does better i guess. wwaaaayyy better. like dee said, "Myspace is for musically-inclined people.." i cudnt haf agreed more. im like addicted to it. Besiiiiides.. thats where i bumped into ...
SIX. like it or not, class test 2 is just a week away and i hadnt even started hitting the books yet. like fuuck. there's more than 11 topics and im lazing around. and two weeks down the road will be the EXAMS. arrrghhhs. the 23rd and 25th. damn damn damn. i dun tink i wanna sacrifice my weekends for revision. not forgetting the fact that i'll hafta give STASIS 8 a pass since the blarrdy CIP thang is tis sunday. and i got the friickin afternoon shift, whix goes up to 9pm. at SENGKANG(Compass Point). how screwed up is that?? and ders only gonna be me, yaty and anna stationed o'er there. seeeyuhhl betul. and ill hafta travel home ALONE. and ill prolly reach here by ELEVEN! arrrghhhhhhhhhhs.
SEVEN. geex. the goods are finally paid for. so thats another thing off my mind. the only worry now is whether mum will respect my privacy by not opening it when it comes. if she does, i'd better pray hard she's not gonna distribute them. took helluva hard work to get those goods. hmms. ouhkaylahs, not hard work. but great LECEHNESS.
EIGHT. and whuuud joy! to suddenly be finding an extra 6o bux plusplus in ur account. hahaaas. not much, illl say. but at least its sumfink. 60 bux can last me for about 6 gigs in total lah weeiii~
NINE. blarrrdytoots. the shoes are darn wet and muddy. so imma hafta find sum replacement shoes for tomorrow. haiiishhh. aint sure if im gonna turn up for S&W tho. im hoping she'll finally let us do the high elements and stuff. but fat hope urhhhs. i mean, just lookit the weather! rain rain go away, come again another day! hurhurs. tink ill take it back. RAIN IS GOOD. *nods*
TEN. haaaaaaiiiiish. its happening again, dammit. its like there's tis two boats in front of u and ur standing at the edge of the jetty. but u gotta make a choice between these two boats. one is red - the one u used to go fishing in all the time. the one u wud travel in wherever u go. and hell, the red boat was all u see. and u treat it like none other. simply said, u treasure the red boat abis-abisaan lah walaupun ia tak bernyawa. get the drift? ouhkaaays. so about tis other boat. its green in colour. brand new sparkling new gituks. freshy coat of paint. a lil banged up, but still new. but the thing is that u aint quite sure bout tis green boat cus ur totally new to it and u dun even noe whud's inside, how it operates. but its like persuading you to come abroad, promoting the engine and all. if u were in my shoes, whud wudcha do? the RED or the GREEN? and the sad thang, u can only choose one. and that once uve chosen ur boat, u cant turn back. cant run back and board the other. and at tis certain point of time, ur standing in between the two boats. one in the red, the other in the green. how? tuuulaaaahhhs. confused kan? hmmms.
ouhkeeeys. gotta get ready. gonna mit up wid lizzy-o for dinner. pukul 10 malam makan mac? haisyooo. hahs. aiites2. its so darn freezy outside. till next time durrlinnks!
tralalaaaa,
ain