Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
Thus From My Lips, By Yours, My Sin Is Purged.
Thursday, January 19, 2006, 2:45 PM
and sooooo. it had been a COUGH AHOY-EY nite for me. ended up going to sleep at THREE. surprisingly, it stopped for a while sumtime roun ONE. but just as i thought i cud hiphiphurray over it, twas tis lump in the throat. like sum kinda swelling liddat, such that it makes swallowing the saliva tough work. ouh wait, haf i mentioned that before? ouh geexa. u folks must be tired of listening to me rant bout the cough all week huhs? ahaaaaas.so aniways, nutink much these days. GETTING SICK MAKES PEOPLE EDGY AND SORE AND GRUMPY. and again, i sumhow became the bullseye. sumtimes when u try hard to please people, its never enough for them. its like the harder you try, the harder they tenyeh you. tenyeh = squash. can we at least haf some appreciation here puhhlease? seriously, some people say the most hurtful things when they are attacked by the negative bug that they dun realise. will you please spare a thought for people's feelings before u blurt or shout at the other party. for excuse me, as much as an alien i may be, i am afterall humane. its sad lahs. i tried ouhkay. yet when u saw sumtink better, u practically shove it right down on my face. not to forget the tag u attached to it "Up Yours, Dirtbag." hmms. ouhkaays, it wasnt THAT bad. but geexa. daddy-o.. you just slammed me to the ground. free fall without parachute.. what's life like bleeding on the floor eyy?
and to the other person. im sorry if it sounded rather harsh yesterday, hey. urrhhhs. soory if it sounded weird and mean or whudsoever. BUT. i just gotta get the message across sumhow. and as flustered and messed up i sounded, i totally mean it. my time is definitely not now. and i.. *shrugs* dun tink i'd bother trying to make it work at all. and i... *shrugs* dun wanna be picking myself right up again the next time i fall. cold cash, colder hearts. not now. not now. not now.
and people? dun ever tilt ur head at those who are supposedly lower than society for ull never noe that sumtime later u mit just end up being one of them too. so its best to be kiping the nose to the ground. its of no use trynna be like pinnochio. be blind, be deaf. cetts.
and i hope that fuckin jackass of a truck driver who tried to run us down earlier on chokes on his next piece of drumstick. no, all three of them. EH YATY? that was plain siick sial. they tink its a laugh to be freaking us out by driving at full speed towards us and braking at the very last minute. WTF? ouhkaylahs, it was funny lahs. the part yaty ran to me and clung onto my arm instead of running forwards. hahahaha. BUT STILL, twas darn dangerous. alerrmek. i should haf taken down the plate number laaahs. aperrrr? kaninabuay eh? hahahahah. ouhkeey, u noe i noe people dunno~
bleuurghhhs. so OAC's tomorrow. and off you must go ain~ ahahaha. ouhkeeylahs. new year's resolution lah beb so likkit or not, ill hafta be there. january intake people are like so annoying. i dunnolahs, they just are. and ouhs. i thought i saw sahrizal just now. geex. finally.. sumone ELSE from yuan ching's schooling there. and the cafe's like so daaaaaarrrn crowded. twas so much better when there was only US huhs?
and its... the nineteenth today. 124 free days in total so far. hurray? ain is strong. hurhurs. im off!
I know something you don't know
You hid something obvious from me
I know something you'll never know
You hid something obvious from me
enlarge your hearts,
ain