Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
poetic tragedy.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006, 11:11 PM
red eyes. breaking voice. and the words with a sting.im sorry. choking on my own saliva. and i cudnt speak, cudnt look, cudnt listen.
" u tak sayang i langsung ke?"
the way ur fist connects wid the wall. it scared the hell outta me.
and i wished it wudnt hurt so bad. unintentional. utterly clueless. confused.
if i hadnt gotten so messed up in the head, i wud have gladly let it enfold you.
but its so friickin hard.
"i love you so much.."
but things.. nutink gold ever lasts.
haish. and wid the goodbye, i dragged my weight about.
why the hell am i feeling so upset anyway?
i guess im still lucky afterall. thanks gurlfren~ for listening.
while i got drunk on coke and toblerone.
but im still upset.
im so hollow baby, im SO hollow.
im so, im so.. im so hollow...
-ain