Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
the noo-age stalker.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006, 1:59 PM
he says: y tok abt *fillinname*? wont u get hurt if i go to her?she says: hmms... jus a thought, jus a thought.. Geex.. i myself dunnoe.. its like these days ive bin blocking my emotions so i dun fil..
he says: Y u do dat? i mean im trying hard... *fillintheblanks* so relax and learn...
she says: =( i cant.. its like safer being tis way.. i dun fil, i wun fall.. n even if i fall, it wudnt hurt as bad. but if i reali let it go, its gonna kill me sum day~
he says: Tis way? No it wun hurt.. dun do tis.. take it slow.. will u end up w sm1 else? i mean im here n r u going?
she says: No.. im not going wid anybady.. its the same thg in any case...
he says: Erm so il be left waiting? Gosh its sad cos i dunno hw to make u love me...
she says: If someone better comes along, wud u go for her? i mean, realli.. how long are u gonna wait afterall?
he says: i hav alot to tell u.. 4 u it wun be long.. u tk paham...
hmms. no i bet she doesnt understand afterall. a knucklehead who refuse to understand it at all. hahas. geex. this is so messed up.
WITH NO ALARMS AND NO SURPRISES.
yesterday was FUN i guess. from the afternoon all thru the night. hahahs. one moment i was busy trynna cramp my head wid all those behavioural science shits, the next moment i got a message from that guy asking me if i cud head over to Bugis instead and that he cud accompany me do my revision. but truth be told, i was actualli feeling kinda layzee to hit the books just yet so anyhoos, just wen on ahead widdit. just one problem - he was supposed to be having lunch wid his 'mates. so if he were to meet me, he'd hafta rush thru the meal and rush to mit me AND that wudnt be very nice wudnt it? dumping the frens for another fren? so in the end, i got DRAGGED along with the mates. yes, when i say DRAGGED, it means DRAGGED all the way from bugis to Esplanade. dragged as in being pulled and having to brisk walk or ill end up wid a broken limb. hahahahs. ouhkays. *exaggeration*
hmms. yeahs. awkward beginnings. got introduced to a coupla the mates. some of whom i already noe tho. there was tis Nasri guy, and the ska-fan Yanie and the bubble-popping Anis and the tall chox-phreek Fisz, and the laugh-till-u-drop Nora. so yuupps. off to Esplanade by late afternoon. slacked some asses and they ended up storytelling. hahahs. ouhkaylahhs. twas kinda cool hanging out with them.. especially wid the Nora cracking jokes and talking animatedly and getting all excited to watch Backstreet Boys. Geex. i dumped my BSB cd like eons ago. cuus i found it too embarrasing to ever land in my cd collection. maklumlahs zaman kanak-kanak strawberry dulu, sewaktu masih kentalan bo laici lagiks kannn. hahahha. so anyhoos, they ended up playing MURDERER and pulled me into the game. i guess i shud be thankful the college east people dun play murderer the way THEY did or ill be a dead meat i tell ya. whud wid the forfeits and threats. hahahs. the best round's definitely gotta be the last i guess. since i got to be the police , hatta find the murderer. so all the while they were like throwing threats and going "kalau by 3 secs takder org mati, murderer kena cakap -aku anak babi-.." next moment, she was sorta winking at me (u hatta wink at the victims to kill 'em you see.) so i was like "You the murderer?" and bingggoooo~ hahahahah. so as the forfeit goes, she hatta say it out really loud and i must say its rather impressive lahs seeing how sporting she was by saying it out loud. so yuupp, since twas already hitting nine, made the way home.
and why.. its rather sweet lahs.. to actualli WANT me to go mit his frens and it surprised me big time. being caught unguarded. but... i suppose it aint as surprising as the late-night visit afterwards.
he says: i jus mis u.. haha.. do u wish u cud erm..
she says: i cud..? whuud?
he says: u cud c me n ntah... mis me so much i gues..
she says: hmms... how come ur asking? dah start baca?
he says: baca? tgk luar ur bedroom window ar.. me ngah baca.. muahahahahs...
she says: tgk luar my bedroom window buat ape?
there and then... at 1am in the morning, he's standing right under my block, facing my window just because he simply misses me? *slaps forehead* that guy's plain crayzee i tell ya. but its kinda funny lahs. cudnt help but laugh whe i saw him there, all smiles. hahahahaha. gilaaaaa punya oruunk~ read this dude, YOU'RE ONE CRAYZEE FELLA!
hmms. *shrugs* ntahlah ehks? it still runs down to one outta ten. ouhkaaay. im sleepy. but i CANT sleep. i gotta study. hahahs. tis suuuuuckkks.
truest shade of crimson,
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