ayien.

Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.

ouhkayyys. so i suppose no ASSHOLE-calling for one whole day eyys? n i suppose yesterday was a record-breaking day. three rows in a single day. why, four actualli. like how punkrawk is that? i behaved like a total crakheaded ass huhs? and call me a bigheaded ass too if u must for being so egoistic. geex. people raise their voice at me an inch, i get provoked. i get provoked, i get mad. i get mad, the apology's as good as gone. and i realised it din sound convincing afterall. hmms. sorry if i screwed up anybady's day.

i noe. my fault. again. always. hmms. just dun take tis entry personally. cuus i aint pointing fingers. and neither am i claiming the blame.

the king's one step away. the knightress's two steps behind. the king's galloping on a horse. the knightress's sauntering through. the king looks at the people wid a single glance - touch and go. the knightress looks thru the people - taking in every single detail. the king argues. the knightress keeps mum. the king's always rushing and rushing and rushing. the knightress's always taking her own swiit time. so how on earth can they ever be on the same pace anyways when the king doesnt bother to slow down and the knightress doesnt bother to kiip up? for there will always be the great wall of china between the steps. so invisible yet so opaque.

so anytheways, went off to OAC yesterday after much motivation by the frens. wani and yaty lerrks. hmms. met up wid the people at jurong east. and ive just learnt to understand sumthing. that beneath every smile lies a broken shard of thy heart. its true. just look out for the person wid the greaest smile. and i can bet u a penny that person's gotta be one of the saddest person around. and some people.. its very awe-ing to noe. they'd rather plaster a smile on sumbady else's face than to produce a sincere one themselves. but sadly, the ugly truth? some people truly dun ever learn to appreciate. to be grateful. to quote IAMGHOST, we are always searching. and of one of the quote i still hold on to, Dun ever regret whudever u did. whud's done is done. but tt doesnt necessarily mean u gotta discard and forget it all ryte? so back to the story, Oac was a-okay i guess. the first few warm-up trainings. 15 crutches. 15 push-ups. 15 jumping jacks. 15 flutterkicks. 15 burpies. 3 round of the tracks. nutink too hard. i wished i cud haf kissed the track. literally lah i mean. as in, run more rounds. so after that, had a few games. SOME people expect us to do stuffs but the SOME people dun realise that they are actualli being contradicting cus they end up doing the opposite. bleuurghs. i was struggling not no roll my eyes. uggghs. game was fun urhs. its a miracle they din pull my arm off while trynna get the spot. and did i mention how i rolled off the floor very 'gracefully'? impact of imbalance and speed lahs. people-people excited katekan, so lost foot and fell. ahahahahahahs. luckaay twas just a slight abrasion. wani got her trackpants torn. THAT was worst. hahahahs. actualli, i happened to be her partner at tt time. SOORY WANIIIII!!! hahahahs. *covers face* hmms. the Man Overboard was kinda silly lahs. FIRST ROUND ALREADY KENA BECOME JADI PIRATE? so siakens siaks. imagine having to shake ur ass wid ur hand on ur head and going 'aiyayayayaii.. im a pirate..' as the forfeit. paisey u noe. hahahs. hmms. it wud be great we getta play tag next week lahs. the bestest way to burn those calories. wooooooo~

so yupps. it was off to shower afterwards. and i forgot to bring my towel. like how pandai was that? so... i ended up using my own Oac shirt to dry myself. ouhkay. i noe tts gross lahs. using back ur sweat-covered tee to dry urself. whud was i tinking kans? but heyy. desperate time calls for desperate measures. besides, its not like its THAT wet. and its MINE. and i hadnt got nitink else. huahuahuas. ouhkaay lyz, i can almost imagine how u'd react to tis. muahahahahs. and it was sumtime after that, that i got a call from frappe. "ehhh.. kau kat mane?" obviously i was at skuul kans? "kau tak datang? niari ader mocca tau.." "huhhh? NIARI? kater sunday!!!" hahahahahs. mistake on my part afterall. got the wrong info. but walllaaa~ its a good thing im at SKUL so tt makes the jouney shorter. and i dressed ever slekekey-ly wid my level27 and my Levi's and my flipflops siaks. but screw that. for MOCCA, berkorban apa sajaa!!! hahahahs.

so met up wid the geek at the foot of the escalator of Esplanade and later on, looked out for frappe and his Gf, Syaf. introduction, introduction. heh heh. she's nice lahs. friendly. was kinda shocked when she just grabbed my hand and poured the sweets so selamba-ly. hahahahas. so yeaahs. it was only after a few minutes when *JENGJENGJENG* Arina made her appearance. EVER SO SWEETTT~ she luuks gorgeous as always. but i still think she looked better wid her white dress last year. hahahs. its strange lahs. last year we (me and frappe)came rushing to see mocca wid our work clothes and tis year we end up watching them again. huhu. new album's out. but i can easily borrow from frappe and GF kan kan kan? hahahahs. yeahs. a good set ill say! too bad i hadnt got the cammy wimme lahs, so no picciex. bleaaahs. so went off for dinner at Suntec's BK. wasnt in much appetite to munch on the mushroomswiss since twas a lil drama beforehand. so wid the half-full tummies, headed home. and ouhs, before i forget. had a bump-in wid HER. after one whole year of peace and tranquility. actualli, the geek did lahs. bleaahs. i noe she hates me for some reasons. and ill be lying if i say i forgave and forget. and frappe just hatta point her out. hrrmphs. but i dun hafta tegur her if i dun want to ryte? i wancha to noe that i hate you, i hate you soooo~ hahahs. ntah lahs. i hate people who stabs people from the back to gain things for herself. and she hates me cus she tinks im partly to blame in the matter of her misplacing her mizuage?*pssst. japanese does comes in handy sumtimes eh lyz?* urhms. nono, not that part. the part that comes after. in the furst place, i aint even involved in THAT whole thang. and thats TWO YEARS AGO? geeex. time IS fast. COME CLEAN. Selfishness wun bring you anywhere.

one piecca advice here. i noe its the year of the dog, but people.. try not to be a bitch ouhkays?

and dad literally blew off my head for being home late. ouhkay, my fault. came home minutes to midnight. but hey, the last show was at 0845. hmmms. used to it anyways. nobady seems to be happy wid anything i do anymore. whudeverness. as long as im happy, i can live widout caring.

hmms. and they say, to be loved is far much easier than to love. i cudnt haf agreed more. maybe ill go for a jog. thought of cycling o'er to the jetty. but they sealed the friickin jetty. stuupid knuckleheads. maybe ill try sneaking in or summat. hahahahs. aiights. im off.

who will be the last one to be singing you to sleep?

-ain