Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
ayien.
Weirdly wired, wiredly weird.
I am, ur favourite nurse.
My Body Is Like A Metaphor.
Sunday, January 01, 2006, 2:21 PM
3.10pm
ouhkeelookey. i badly niid a distraction, PRONTO! ughhs. the problem wid new year's is that u get so awfully bored sitting at home all day, whuds more when ur broke. summore people-people all busy wid the significant other and they prolly made other plans. BOOOOO! haiiish. and when u get friickinly bored, u'd prolly end up doing the silliest and dumbest task. like sticking a pin into ur ears and seeing how deep inside it gets. and i dunno whuddahell possesed me but i did summat to it, tweaked the insides or whuud. next thing i noe, im down wid a earache. yes, a earache. a earache is when ur ears feel all vibrate-y (as in dup-dup pain) and achy. no matter how u try to drown the ache, be it smack it extra hard of pour water innit, the ache is still there. and if u happen to be as slenger as me, u'd be screaming away just to test whether u can still hear ur voice. evrytie i buuurp, there'll be tis ADUUUH~ ouhkay whudever.
so anyways, i ended up with party number three yesterday. bwahahahahs. ouhkaylahs. dat one also after mum wrecked bro's (the big moo) plan so he decided to come. he come, i also come lahs. luckaay FREAK~ he getta stay over at his fren's place for their BBQ. bluuerrghs! well yeahs. so us - the mum, the dad, the bro, the sys and the me - headed over to jurong east sports complex for the countdown thingy. furst look from the outside, ther's just tis white tent and the crowd wasnt very enthsiastic ill say. so dad was like "ehhh.. dah abis ke baru start nie?" hahahah. soalan bonus siaks ayah. "uhhhh? makkaus.. takkan dahbis? kater countdown aper? maner tahu kat dalam.." yalahhhhs. when ain pass a comment, they never get convinced kan. so in the end, he decided to park the car anyways and walk in. alermekkk! sikalii.. jengjengjeng! the banner outside states that the partay is going on INSIDE. aduumaaaks. see who's ryte now? hmms. happy-happy lah mummyku bler dapat tau free admission. but no goody bag tho since we aint got the tickets. so made the way in and twas tis beatbox-er, looking so ridiculous. i bet the mic wud be dripping wid his saliva after his set was done! muahahahahs. sikali i saw tis familiar face lahs. "ehhh... macam kenal je.. macam ashik jer nie.. 3Dash1 kape.." and again, the bro was doubting my accuracy. said ain "asal boley jer.." ouhkaylah, he didnt but i tend to exaggerate from the look he gave. haaaaaahs! kot-kot cam tahu je ain datang, annabelle announced it is indeed 3Dash1. ouhkaaay. shudduuuup. i noe sum ppl dun like them. so i was like standing sumwhere near the stage, where there was tis group of highskuul freaks. wasnt much bothered widdit UNTIL one of them wanted to go elsewhere for awhile and tuned to the fren "ehh.. chopkan tempat aku.. jgn kasi org amik.." obviously she was referring to me since i was directly behind her. keewacckks! siaper heran siaaaks? so with the selamba-est expression on my face, all i cud say was "whuddafuuuuck?" hahahah. member trus pusing lah siak~ thats not all. i tink the one next to me was also part of the group, and while the band was playing away, she actualli clapped and gelek-ed ala dangdut style, obviously trynna get ppl's attention. so again, ain throws another remark that again got the girl's attention. "EHHH SIAK URHHH..." haahahahahah. tak betul kape? org main lagu punkrawk, luu mo joget dangdut kaperrrrr?
ouhkaays, criticisms aside. after their set, i headed back to the fam's side snce i got reaallii annoyed at the sight of them screaming iloveyous and all. typical pop-ish behaviour. geeeex~and as i was standing at the stairs wid the mum, the anugerah guy - syed azmir i tink - walked past wid tis security guy, with the haughty look. next thing i noe, the whole minahkentals ( the same nes who were infront of me) trailed after him, looking oh-so-helpless. muahahahahahahahahs. ape sajer jelah adik-adik hingus nie. reallli lyz, if u were there, u wud haf kutuk-ed them rabak-rabak too. no offense to those anugerah lovers lah ehhhs. hmmms. the chinese rappers came after that. and jai-and-wife too. and some other people. heh heh. did i mention how randall kinda reminds me of aziq? yes, aziq as in the geek's bf. hahaaas. then last part, came the countdown. haahs. nutink too grand but considerably ouhkay. surprisingly, there were fireworks. and the people were all crayzee spraying the confettis-in-bottle all around. and when i say all aroun, its ALL aroun. hahaas. ouhkaylahhs. too bad i wasnt in the mood to hip-hip-hurray. so after the whole thang, we made a move and had late night snack at MR TEH TARIK. syz had roti prata (as usual) while bro had mee goreng and i had my nasi goreng kampung whix totally sucked. but hunger got the better of me, so i gobbled it all up anyways. made a prank call to the FREAK bout mum asking him to come home. he was shocked of cus, argued that mum had agreed to let him stay over. and when i insisted that mum wants him to come home and that dad will be picking him up in ten minutes time, he sounded totally helpless. for the finishing touch, i went "oeiiii slenger.. taklahh.. happy new year!" and he replied wid a "babi ahhh.. bye ahh..." ahahahahahahahahahah. if he was there, i wud haf kicked his ass, i swear~ tsktssskk.
haiiish. strangely enuff, ive bin tossing and turning the whole night thru. cudnt getta to sleep. read thru the book again. listened to the cds. fiddled with the fon. msged ppl, getting no replies. toss and turn, toss and turn. finally gave up and forced the self to sleep at five in the morn. imsomniatic meat. bleuurghhs. and as i woke up, the furst sentence that came to mind - tell me you wun just fade away. and i got mad. anyways, surprise visit from busu, eqal and the twins. by the time im done wid the shower, they were gonna make a move. heard wan lang resumed the farming stuff again, at kampung. wid the lembus and ayams and ikans. and i swear the lembus look so cartoonish, wid the black nose and brown bodies. hahahahs. eqal showed me a pix of it u see~ heh heh. next time we balik kampung, we'll be shooting stones at the lembus with the catapult just like we used to huh cuzzy? weee! funfunfun! and ive yet to see the lil munchkin aleeya laaahs. she looks so uuber cute in the pix mayyyn~ =)
ouhkeeeys. imma haul my ass off now. I WANT OUT!
It's the sweetness that I crave, more and more everyday.
My feelings are like the wind, they are felt and sensed.
But not visualized by the eyes.
This is my premonition, this is my disguise.
blue and yellow,
ain